Fantasising about a fictional character!!

[HensTeeth44]

I need your help and to know if I am a complete lunatic and BVU or if this is something that happens to other people.

I have always had a very overactive imagination and have a tendancy to daydream but this is the first time (in adulthood anyway) that I have developed a full on obsession with a fictional character. Not the actor who plays this character, but the character himself! Last night I found myself googling this character and falling into the rabbit hole of the Internet and finding reams of erotic fan fiction. I am ashamed to say I found myself still awake at 2am after reading through tons these short stories call me niave but I had no idea this stuff existed before! I feel such a dork!

Am I abnormal? What does this say about this verging on middle-aged married mother? My marriage and sex life are good, I love my husband and find him very attractive, I don't feel depressed or lonely. What is going on?!

@GrolliffetheDragon- Thor the Dark world is not the best, except for Loki he made that film, I'm sure 99% of the people who watched it was for him! I read somewhere that they added extra Loki scenes because Marvel realised how successful the character is and Joss Whedon was brought into help write, thank Odin they did that!!
I may have also seen they Loki seen youtube video a few times

Loki is definitely the best thing in it. I seem to recall reading that he was supposed to die for real at the end but that didn't go down well with test audiences. I'm still cross that they had Thanks kill him, that was too distressing.

I knew that there would be a post on here. I've just started watching, and op I hope that I get a bout of your over active imagination!

@Crockof

I knew that there would be a post on here. I've just started watching, and op I hope that I get a bout of your over active imagination!

Welcome @Crockof - I was honestly amazed when I posted on here and got all the responses I did. I genuinely had no idea that there were so many like-minded people out there! :) God bless the internet!