Referring to my ex.
I was half asleep. He pushed up behind me. I said no I'm not in the mood. He still continued to put his penis half way inside me. I moved away. He did it again and said 'come on we can just have a quickie'. I pulled away and said no, I don't want to. He continued to pester. Put his hands in my pants and we ended up having sex. I just went along with it. For reference, he was emotionally abusive and I was scared of him.
Weirdly, I forgot about this incident and only just remembered it and it's making me feel a bit sick when I look back at it.
Rape seems too strong a word. But I only left him a few months ago, still not over the abuse and very confused...