I have a good friend who I only met earlier this year. At first, we would just randomly message each other and talk about mundane stuff. I'm very secretive about myself in RL, especially around new people.
We would have known each other for about 6 weeks, apart from the initial meeting we hadn't actually spoken to each other. Just text throughout the week. Really late one night he messaged me asking if I was awake, nothing usual even people I chat to on the phone do this. I answered, and he rings me straight away. Something kept bugging him and insisting that he call me, not text me. That he had to get me on the phone. Something was wrong, and in a text I could easily lie. He tried to ignore it as you would, but everything got loud and urgent. He's never been able to explain exactly what happens. Of course, he didn't come out and tell me this at the beginning of the call, he knew this would freak me out.
The odd thing was I was in Crisis. I was in a really bad place with my MH. He didn't know about my problems as I am really good at hiding. But he knew something was wrong. He stayed up all night talking me through it all even offering to meet me anywhere I wanted. But he had to keep talking to me.
We spoke afterwards and we were both like wtf was that. How this 'stranger' who knew nothing about me had this unbelievable need to phone me and not take no for an answer. Of course, neither could explain it.
It's not the first time that this has happened. He still all these months later gets this weird shit telling him to contact me because I need help.
It's bizarre. When I'm at that stage I continue to act externally like everything is fine. Very few people who see me all the time recognise the signs because I've gotten so good at hiding. I don't post anything about this on SM, but then I only have him on Whatsapp. But there's a weird connection.
It was by chance that we met, to begin with. Our plans changed at the last minute, within seconds of each other and we ended up in the same place.
Now, this is where it all gets even stranger. I'd seen him before, well several times. He has a distinct look and stance that is recognisable. He would show up when I was really, really bad mentally. His presence was always calming as he stood to watch me, the first time was in my room. I would talk to him although he never answered back he gave me clarity. The first time I saw him I thought he was a ghost, and even though he never spoke, I knew his name and his age. I cannot explain how. When I saw him again, it was a different location so I started to think he was a hallucination. He would have been a child in RL, but I always saw him as the person he is now. Even now I get the same clarity and no judgement from him. And yes he is real, I have photos of him, there were moments when I questioned this myself.
There may be a logical explanation for it all. But neither of us can think of one.