Interview tomorrow but I'm broken

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I've got a big interview tomorrow for something I've always wanted to do since graduating.

I've prepared but I just feel so anxious. I feel like they'll laugh at me for thinking I even have a chance. I can't stand my voice and I feel like I'm rambling.

I feel broken this week. I've had a hellish time since breaking up with my narc ex, being sucked back in and then dropped again this weekend. I feel like crying all the time, I can't eat properly. And the worst thing is I can't speak to anyone about it because they're all saying they knew he would leave me again.

I feel like when i go tomorrow they'll just knock me back and so there's no point. Aibu to ring and cancel ? 😔

oh wow!! great news!!!!

And to think, without Mumsnet you might not have even gone for the first role, which led to this one! Well done. You should feel very proud.

What a wonderful update! Congratulations!!!!

This is Mumsnet at its best. It can be such a supportive place, whatever people might say. Here's to a very exciting 2018, OP!

That's just made me smile after a shitty day! Well done and congratulations!

Fantastic update. I'm so pleased for you!

Wow! Well done

Oh what a fantastic update. Well done! I'm delighted for you. Congratulations!

OP, you are amazing! Well done. And, frankly, entering this exciting new period of your life without your narcissistic ex sounds to me like it was really meant to be! Best of luck in your fantastic new role.

Well done love! We’re all SO proud of you!!!

Amazing! Well done, your DD will be so proud of you I'm sure

Congratulations!!

As a PP said, interviews can bring good contacts - or words to that effect. Congratulations. Delighted for you. Have a great life

OP, that's the most fantastic news. I'm so, so pleased for you. Massive congratulations for making yourself go through with that interview, and good luck with the new job and the continued rebuilding of your life. You're brilliant.