No ones going to explain this to me in simple terms how this differs from transgender then
It would be interesting to know how 'trapped' she felt and the steps she took to resolve her issues.
Many transpeople go to extreme lengths to alter their body, drug taking off the internet and feel a massive hate for their body. It doesn't fit with the mental image. It's to do with how they are perceived. Self harm and suicidal thoughts.
I don't know how Rachel's idea of trans racial identity manifested itself and how it affected her.