To cancel holiday...

[BoyMeetsWorld]

In light of today's (horrific) disaster?

Hysterical flier anyway. Have tried meds, courses, nothing worked. Finally agreed to go " for the kids & DH" then this happens.

Have spent whole day shaking and being physically sick.

DCs are both fairly young and tbh would probably enjoy a week somewhere driveable just as much. DH may never forgive me. If make mind up quickly would "only" lose the deposit.

Am I being completely crazy. Feeling utterly terrified. & those poor poor people, can't stop thinking about it..

When I used to get bullied into flying I never enjoyed the hol anyway as I spent the whole week (or two) worrying about the flight home.

I completely understand, i don't do well on planes, and that's a huge understatement.
Only 1 thing works for me - alcohol, wine usually, about bottle an hour (the small ones)
So I'm refusing to fly without DH as i need him to be sober and look after the kids.