I've just cast my no vote. I feel like crying. Almost everyone walking toward the polling station as I left had a Yes sticker on. I felt like a scab at a strike. It feels so confusing to be voting differently from almost all of my friends.
The balanced, helpful posts from fellow No voters on here helped keep me sane the past wee while and helped me feel I was doing this for the right reasons - because the economic fine print has not been written and that has the potential to hurt the most vulnerable in our society most.
I almost changed my mind as I walked there, I thought of all the sly, nasty comments about Scottish people's education, intelligence, ambition, morals and even the way we talk that I've read on here (thankfully in the minority) and how it's hurt me in a way that I didn't expect. I don't have any patriotic spirit, Scottish, British, whatever.
And then I got to the polling station and saw the two No campaigners who were alone while there were crowds round the Yes campaigners. I remembered that my vote was about people, not nasty words on a screen.
Call me melodramatic but tomorrow is going to be tough, whatever the result.