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AIBU to have found childbirth unbearably agonising?

394 replies

Caff2 · 27/05/2014 19:36

Just that. I had an elective section with ds2 because of it. And yet I have friends and read on here of people who "did it naturally" or "just had a bit of gas and air at the end".

Why was childbirth so awfully painful for me?

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sugar21 · 27/05/2014 23:34

Yanbu. If it makes anyone feel better my DD's labour was more embarrassing than painful. I was doing the shopping in that hellhole S'burys and perusing yogurts when I felt a gush and oops I thought I'd wee'd but no my waters had gone so I just stood there thinking oh shit shitty shit shit. Assistant came along and asked if I was ok and then I realised what was going on and ambulance was duly called while I was given a chair. Blues and 2's to the hospital because I asked them to be quick. Got to Labour Ward midwife came along and said we'd better get you to delivery . Couldn't understand why as no pain. 40mins later DD was born, but last half hour was very painful and they gave me gas and air. Afterwards I couldn't stop shaking but was told it was shock. So yeah easy but embarrassing birth. BTW I didn't call her sainsbury

naty1 · 27/05/2014 23:34

I had back to back.
Incredibly painful. I couldnt feel any contractions at front at all.
Mine was like my mothers with me.
I also do not have painful periods, i think my hormones are inefficient(stuck for hours,days, at 2cm)
I wonder if it could be my pcos.
The contractions just didnt become regular despite being 5min apart or so from the start.
Position, size of baby. Maybe placenta mine was anterior.

Littleen · 27/05/2014 23:34

I think it's very very very individual. I was very much of the hypnobirthing style, and used techniques from books really well, but in the end a 37 hour labour got so painful and horrible, I had an epidural but it only worked on one side, and all in all I was totally traumatized and didn't want to see my baby after it. And I'd prepared so much, was completely of the idea that it shouldn't hurt really - animals are alright giving birth! But everything went completely opposite.

Weathergames · 27/05/2014 23:36

I had 3 births (2 of them at home) with no pain relief.

I don't feel I was brave or strong I just did it the way I wanted to and felt very empowered.

Had I needed pain relief I would have taken it and still felt empowered.

There is no shame in nes

Weathergames · 27/05/2014 23:37

Opps - needing pain relief or not.

We have to get through it the best way for us as individuals

And thank god we have choices!

PurplyBlue · 27/05/2014 23:41

Well in theory there might be choices, but it many cases it seems that you have to be pretty assertive to actually make your choice.

Weathergames · 27/05/2014 23:43

Yes you do. I had to fight to have a homebirth.

Weathergames · 27/05/2014 23:44

Was 15 yrs ago though and people thought
I was weird :S

gamescompendium · 27/05/2014 23:47

Liking the idea of a baby called Sainsbury. The question is, did you get any freebies for your waters breaking in the supermarket?

Agree it's more than 'pain threshold'. I honestly believe stubbing my toe is far more painful than giving birth (3DC, 2 induced, pain relief: G&A). Because for me, stubbing my toe results in me falling over because of the pain and screaming my head off. Birth? For me that just required some heavy breathing.

PurplyBlue · 27/05/2014 23:50

Yes it's funny how things go, I heard on the radio the other day that the NHS is going to start actively encouraging home births.

Can't help feeling that's it's still all about saving money though, not so much ward space needed for all those moaning screaming women, might even save money on hospital laundry! Wink

omri · 27/05/2014 23:50

I gave birth to dc2 7 wks ago- she was 11lbs! Labour was scarily fast- less than 90 mins so no time for an epidural. The pain I went through was unimaginable. I'm so glad I had an epidural for ds1- wished I'd been able to have it for this recent birth. The intensity of the pain was actually terrifying for me. I did want to die at the time. Of course I've completely forgotten about it now snuggling my cuddly newborn here but thanks to this thread for reminding me!!!!

VampyreofTimeandMemory · 27/05/2014 23:52

11lbs - ouch! bet she still looks tiny though :)

Weathergames · 27/05/2014 23:54

Yes - for me it was an amazing experience both times and I hated the hospital experience.

But homebirth was something I had thought long and hard about and requested and fought for rather than something that was foisted upon me - which would be very very wrong as I was still very scared the first time (2nd birth but at home).

omri · 27/05/2014 23:54

She does to us - but she looks like a giant baby beside all the other babies her age!!

SaucyJack · 28/05/2014 00:02

Women are using more, and stronger pain relief than at any other point in UK history.

Good for us!

Pidgy · 28/05/2014 00:07

My early labour was more painful than the established labour with DS. Established labour felt like an intense pressure.

With DD I remember thinking it was a really intense period pain, but she came so fast I coped with no pain relief (not by choice I add but didn't make it back to hospital after fickwitt midwife sent me home). Had I been in that pain for hours and hours I'm sure I would remember it very differently.

I really believe it's all to do with your body, the baby position, the speed and only partly pain threshold.

When I caught my finger in a huge bar door (with a lot of liquid pain relief!), now that was painful!! Different kind of pain but would choose childbirth any day!!

stopgap · 28/05/2014 00:11

Both my labours were back-to-back but relatively straightforward. The first I was really quiet until it was time to push; the second, induced with Pitocin, I moaned my way through the whole thing.

But I didn't take pain meds for either. My periods are (or rather were, pre-kids) far more painful than childbirth, so I kind of knew what to expect and coped fine.

RonaldMcDonald · 28/05/2014 00:11

I think it was just short of my becoming unconscious for far too long
Pain that makes you vomit?
Er....no one told me that and I wish they had been clear and honest

RonaldMcDonald · 28/05/2014 00:15

Also all this higher and lower pain threshold smuggery is bullshit
Each birth is different

PurplyBlue · 28/05/2014 00:16

Lemis - re pethidine, I found it useful, not for pain relief, but because i was in such a state of distress due to being disbelieved and patronisingly offered paracetamol and a nice bath when i should have been being examined and transferred to the delivery room. I shut down when distressed and in pain, the midwife kept commenting on how quiet i was the whole way through. I was in a huge amount of pain though, due to a fast induced labour and later, episiotomy and ventouse with a rushed, crappy ineffective local anaesthetic.

sugar21 · 28/05/2014 00:18

Did get one old man call me a dirty cow as he thought I'd wet myself. Took DD into said S'bos when she was 9days old and they gave me flowers and a box with baby goodies in. No chocs though HMPH !!!!!

sugar21 · 28/05/2014 00:22

Oh and also My EMil had 10 children all of which were home births. She shelled them out like the proverbial peas. Shame about her bloody son though he was the runt. (EXH)

80sMum · 28/05/2014 00:22

YANBU in any way at all OP. Looking back, I am sure that I had PTSD after having my first baby. I kept having flashbacks and nightmares and reliving the experience for months afterwards and it took several weeks before I bonded with DS. The pain can be totally overwhelming. I think many of us are left rather shell shocked by it.

wigglylines · 28/05/2014 00:30

"A lot of it is really down to your mental attitude and the whole fear, tension, pain cycle. If you approach the birth process positively and have prepared for it then you will be able to cope better with the pain."

This annoys me tbh.

Yes, fear and tension can make pain feel worse and an positive attitude can help loads. I can see how my second, complication-free birth could have been harder to manage had I been fearful or tense. It is important to do all we can ourselves to help with the pain, and to know that tension can make it worse.

However, no amount of fucking positive attitude would have made my first labour not feel like I was being ripped in two. I was induced and the epidural did not work. I endured hours and hours of agony, the like of which I did not know existed. By the end, if someone had offered to cut the baby out with a rusty knife, with no anaesthetic, I would have agreed in a heartbeat.

Someone else wrote on a thread here that they found themselves wondering, during their labour, if this was what it was like to die on a battlefield and I can relate to that.

It annoys me when people who obviously have no fucking clue how bad it can be imply that all we need to do it think our way out of the pain. If it's absolute agony (and most especially if they've dosed you full of Syntocinon) that's just not gonna happen.

HateFuelledHangover · 28/05/2014 00:31

YANBU.

My favourite saying about childbirth which pretty much sums up my three experiences: first you think it'll kill you, then you wish it would Grin.

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