AIBU to ask you all to tell me a secret

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Ill go first! I quite fancy my friends gay brother! lol

Rowood, please please talk to someone. You and your children deserve more. All those with mh issues - don't be ashamed. If you had a thyroid problem, no one would judge you morally. mental health problems are similar, chemical and emotional imbalance over which you have no choice or input.

Mine? My accent is entirely put on, since my natural one was the focus on a huge amount of bullying.

Also. I was definitely on a blind date, not with a close platonic friend, and will get another ear piercing deite disapproval!

I think my DH's balls look weird

I'm about to take a massive leap of faith, which will either fabulously well or will well and truly fuck me up!

Am hoping it's the former...

I think I'm going to end up divorced. Our family is at a crossroads and me and DH want to go in opposite directions, compromise on either side would probably end in life long resentment.

Don't all balls look weird?

NC'd...

I had a miscarriage in January last year. It was an early one, about 4 weeks. No-one except DP knows.

I'm pregnant now and due soon. Haven't told midwife or doctors about it. Everyone thinks this pregnancy was contraception failure. Truth is we didn't set out to get pregnant but we hadn't used protection since the MC. We know we're not ready to be parents but I think subconsciously we were both trying to 'replace' baby that should have been.

Lots of guilt :(

I don't think I love my partner any more but it's a lot easier to stay with them than leave and have nothing.

I dislike all people. I also say the children have eaten food I have eaten. I hate the school and think most of the other mothers there are so far up each other's bums if one farts it's going to come out another. I hate my dh's work and hours. I had a mc in December and not sure I want another baby anyway but dh does. I spend most of my day sat on the sofa as in to sleepy to do much else.

My 15 mo fell down the stairs the other day, because I had left the stairgate open. I feel so awful when I think about what could have happened to her. We have a straight stair case yet, miraculously, she came to a stop half way down. I really believe someone was looking over her on that day.

My MIL was caught on CCTV having a threesome.

when I was ten my then friend told me that her youngest brother had a different dad to her other siblings, but that no one really knew. I've never told a soul, despite the fact that said friend turned on me shortly afterwards and beat me up rather badly.

I have Botox and only 1 person in RL knows.
I'm adopted and have met my birth mother once. I felt nothing and didn't know what the hell I was trying to achieve. I have never and will never tell my Mum and Dad.

4 of my friends have cheated in the last year. I shagged my exp's best mate ALOT after he started being abusive. We used to get him drunk and go for it in the living room after he passed out in bed

FrankieStein

Does anyone know?

I bought a pack of 5 cookies from Waitrose today and have eaten 4. I need to eat the last one then hide the wrapper so DP doesn't see - I'm meant to be on a diet and feel ashamed.

I REALLY don't want DP's parents visiting us this weekend or ever if I am honest. Lots of reasons but here's another secret: I can't do a poo in my own toilet if there are other people in the house. I expect I won't "go" between Friday and Monday this week whilst the parents are here.

NC'd to get stuff off my chest
Have had 3some i am ashamed about
drink too much (see 3some)
shop too much
husband bores me

ThePearShapedToad- snap!

Hey waves - I've been wondering how you are. Please start another thread - just to update/if you feel you need support.

To everyone else who is struggling - please read the guide in relationships (could someone else link to it?) about what's a healthy/unhealthy relationship and/or ask for professional help. You all deserve more.

I'm supposed to be working from home today but so far I've sat on my arse on the sofa, gone shopping and now MNetting.

I've just had some cheese and I am meant to be dairy free! What the hell is wrong with me?

I don't like my MIL. Actually, I really don't. And I hate the way she speaks to my DH. She's just so cold, nasty and self centred, favours DBIL completely and it upsets DH. Then he makes excuses for her behaviour cause she's conditioned him so well.

I'm addicted to squeezing DH's spots on his back.

Rowood, please please talk to someone. You and your children deserve more. All those with mh issues - don't be ashamed. If you had a thyroid problem, no one would judge you morally. mental health problems are similar, chemical and emotional imbalance over which you have no choice or input.

Mine? My accent is entirely put on, since my natural one was the focus on a huge amount of bullying.

Also. I was definitely on a blind date, not with a close platonic friend, and will get another ear piercing deite disapproval!

Rowood, please please talk to someone. You and your children deserve more. All those with mh issues - don't be ashamed. If you had a thyroid problem, no one would judge you morally. mental health problems are similar, chemical and emotional imbalance over which you have no choice or input.

Mine? My accent is entirely put on, since my natural one was the focus on a huge amount of bullying.

Also. I was definitely on a blind date, not with a close platonic friend, and will get another ear piercing deite disapproval!

Waves - please read your previous threads. I cannot think how to describe you ex adequately, as he was so disgusting to you. You have been so strong. Don't let yourself be hoovered back in.

The other night I lay BFing DS and got involved in a very detailed fantasy about Benedict Cumberbatch. In it I saved his life then disappeared. Afterwards he spent weeks tracking me down and found me to tell me he was in love with me and could never love anyone else. I nobly listened to him, wiped a tear from my eye and told him I was married and could not love him back. I even planned out what I and he would be wearing in each scene. God, I can't believe I just shared that.