is something evil about?

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posting here because some people on relationships think I am mad? Maybe I am? Or maybe I am being provoked by something?

Background My ex is into some sort of dark stuff (he used to be obsessed by Alister Crawley when we were together which I should have looked into) and I thought it was weird he had a star ring...but now know it is an upside down one and he is a pagan high priest and refers to himself as half Goat half man (since we split as I am Roman Catholic) and I have had trouble with his past vengeful behaviours that got so bad it resulted in me needing CCTV to stop him trying to break into my home where I live with our son who has an Autism Spectrum Disorder.

Anyway he has always posted nasty stuff about me which are lies like he pays maintenance, I am evil etc...this stopped and he started writing titles of music ...some were written around times of attacking my home (so like a warning), some on dates ie ds last birthday (8) he wrote a song about Pluton's falling wall...well Pluton means son of Satan, a month ago.

I have had sightings of a man similar to ex walk past my house slowly 3 weeks ago starring at CCTV and tbh I have not slept tidy since as on edge esp at night! Also last Nov of man in car driving past slowly with jacket over face and parked outside my house only speeding off when I opened curtains to look as could see headlights of car, the weekend that the courts served him with maintenance order he owes. Spooky think was it was 11.11.11 at 11pm!

Weird things have happened in my house...I put salt around front door to keep away anything bad as advised by a MN Pagan...then 2 days after my new sofa arrived my ds who sits in same spot went to school and 15 mins later my large mirror in living room fell off wall and a larged jagged sword shape glass (2 foot high) was sticking in sofa where ds sat 15 mins earlier. That mirror had been there 11 years!

I was advised to get something for my house to soak up any evil...I bought a lovely stone fairy that was on long spike....I put it in my rubber plant pot (the soil)...my rubber plant died within 3 months and it was a healthy 23 year old plant! The fairy the wings fell off onto the floor also.

The latest music is titled 'Isis' only a few days ago, which I discovered today. I have been scratching like mad (head) for few days and have felt wary!

This is real...other MNs have seen CCTV of man (?ex hard to tell in night vision and grainy picture) and I have wittnesses to ex sitting car round corner and driving around when screwdriver dents appearred in frontdoor and outside letterbox hanging off the same time. Bearing in mind ex lives abroad!

Police wont do anything..I cant sell/move/rent out...I can't sleep!

Is their something evil about?

Please convince me I am mad it would be an easier/nicer outcome!

If you believe me...any ideas how to protect my ds and I from something that I feel is evil around?

What the actual fuck.

Boom boom!

!!!!?

My thoughts exactly GS

OP, have you spoken to anyone in RL about this?

Him hanging outside your house being stalkerish is definitely a concern and should be on file with police.

As, he's not in your house, he can't be responsible for the weird things happening inside there.

Get some sleep and a grip on yourself

Do you have any real life support?

You could always ask a vicar or priest to come and bless the house. It may make you feel more at ease. A vicar did this for my friend when she felt something 'wrong' and it did help. Wishing you all the best xx

Seriously?

I can't deal with this shit much longer.

I don't think it's evil: more like an over active imagination and a bit of stress due to your xdh being an arse. Report him to the police and give them the CCTV recordings. Then stop imagining you're in a horror film and try to get on with your life!

Talk to the police about the dodgy sounding man. It might be your ex or someone he knows. Get help and support.

Yep, definitely stop looking at his online weirdness.

He is trying to get a reaction from you. Dont give it to him.

Dont look on his website/FB page - or share it one here so we can all laugh and point.

In MY opinion, witchcraft is nonsense. It doesn't matter whether he believes in it. It doesn't affect your world. However, if YOU believe he has powers, you will see patterns, and your expectations will influence the way you act, thus causing bad things.

For example, I don't think the rubber plant died because of witchcraft. Maybe a coincidence. Maybe it died because you drove a spike through its roots! But you did that because you were scared.

If you believe in this stuff, get a priest to bless your home.

Please just one person tell me

YABVU

Because I so want it to be that way!

Police don't want to see CCTV...after they said CCTV would help! They wanted car reg! CCTV on angle to catch who has been damaging front door....not clear reg no's

See the police - do you have a community team? - about material events. eg. the dodgy man.

See a G.P. about your other beliefs.

I remember you having posted on this subject previously. You do need to see a G.P. about this.

I'm sorry, but if magic worked, the international arms trade would be out of business. Last time I looked, arms traders seemed to be rather rich, and Mr Yeats' dreams of an Ireland ruled by an aristocracy of magicians remained just that.

You need to talk this through with someone who can give you time and attention. I really think there is not much that we can do on the internet to reassure you. Especially given that we seem not to have succeeded last time you posted with this.

You are overwhelmed by what has happened in your past and are worrying about what MIGHT happen. If you can afford a therapist go have sime sessuons.

There is NO such thing as external powers. It is your mind and emotions mixed up.

My ex is Pagan, it's a very peaceful religion. Paganism isn't your problem. Your ex sounds a bit vile and antagonistic, to be honest, and I think he has planted some ideas in your head which have been fueled by anxiety and grown out of all proportion.

I think you need to completely cut off contact with him, and maybe speak to your GP about your anxiety. I don't think you're mad, I think you just need a bit of talking therapy to manage that anxiety.

YABVVU Op.
And he sounds like a loon.

Magick (as spelt by Aleister Crowley fans) doesn't work. That's why they all seem like scary loners, and none seem to ever win the lottery, or become multi-millionaires.

How's that for comfort?

If you believe that a spell has been cast against you, place a large black candle in a cauldron (or a large black bowl). The candle must be tall enough to extend a few inched above the cauldron's rim. Affix the candle to the bottom of the cauldron with warmed beeswax or the drippings of another black candle so that it will not tip over.

Fill the cauldron to the rim with fresh water, without wetting the candle's wick. An inch or two of the candle should remain above the water. Deep breathe, meditate, clear your mind, and light the candle. Visualize the suspected spell's power as residing within the candle's flame. Sit in quiet contemplation of the candle and visualize the power flowing and growing with the candle's flame (yes the power against you). As the candle burns down, its flame will eventually sputter and go out as it contacts the water. As soon as the flame has been extinguished by the water, the spell will be dispersed.

Break your visualization of the spell's power; see it explode into dust, becoming impotent.

Pour the water into a hole in the ground, a lake or stream. Bury the candle. It is done.

Try that. :-) At least then you'll feel you've done something. Probably is all coincidence. Definitely stop reading his ratings. And remember, in Wicca, whatever you project comes back threefold so he'll get his.

I remember your old thread.
The advice then was to stop looking at his blog, and that really is the best hing for you. Cancel your internet it necessary because I guarantee that when you stop allowing him into your head he can't let all these worries loose in there.
ge a priest round to bless you home and family and let that be the ritual that seperates the life that he influenced from the life he doesn't.
Keep a louttle log book of rl incidents, people skulking round etc, in case you need to involve the pics.
But as for something's other worldly no definitely not, but a worry that's got into your head, yes.