The Gok Thread is Still Alive and Kicking

[mummylin2495]

here e are a nice new thread for us all !! hope you can all find it

blows a raspberry .....

I have no decorations ...up

I had an apple with things stuck in it

but I gave it to the rabbit...

the apple sounds...interesting

Is that an Austrian tradition?

How have you been?

ooohhhhhhh

maybe it was a peace offering from mil
good thing the rabbit can not talk

im okish

very strange week......

friend round yeaterday afternoon with her three children

the puppy got sent next door,,,
and left the house in chaos when dh came in

and took the train to do

an parents evening with dd

was veeeeeery weird....

then onto meet dds boyfriend for a meal

when I suddenley
felt rather ill.....

peers up

sorry that was

toooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
long

adds

our house was the messy one

next door is always tidy,,,,,

add again

sorry yet again forgot to enquire if you are well

heading off to read for abit

Do you feel better now?

Wonder why you felt sick

We're all ok.

G's got a bad cold, hacking cough, off school, bit of a nightmare trying to juggle students in the back of the house and G on the sofa in the living-room.

Gave him a bell to ring when he needed something

He was like a bloody town crier in the end

I was worn out.

wish I had a bell...

think I was verrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrry

stresssssssssssssssssssed
ye the school

then I get ill....
silly

be better in a day

dh and ds are away for a day or sooo
then dh has some free time

but he is trying to get his vaccine on the market

he is a tad stressssssssssssssssed

re nicht

ye

I have a vision of you squashing in lots of students

on top of each others shoulders....

why stressed?

I'm being nosey so ignore if you want.

Dh has a vaccine?

Could make him a fortune with a bit of luck, maybe

the vaccine he was working on when doing the doctoriate

yes could make money
he was going to only do it if he worked for a company making pils .....what is it called
,,,but they seem to be doing it now

not sure if the university will benefit a lot more than him....

we will see...

and how on earth do you manage to work from home

my cards are no further
have not even had the latest pictures printed yet

I seem to get waylaid

by cooking
moping
swiffering
dog walking
child care
shopping
dusting
tidying

think I will get a nanny for the dog...

night tnog

I need sleep,

take care all

..........

Working from home is difficult sometimes.

You just have to be focused.

When G was a lot younger and I was concentrating more on commissioned pieces I had to learn to work around him, now it's kind of easier because with the teaching it's more routined.

that is where I fail

not focused...

must force myself
must achieve something for myself

I have the urge to try to be a super mum

and just wear myself out

sends self to bed

A bit of space and time to develop your own identity again after you've had children is really difficult.

I struggle so much I feel like I'm just about treading water but sometimes I go right under.

you are so right

think when dd was young i gained myself back after a messy divorce

but have moves so much
think of others more than me

my idendity is

well i could not describe myself
that is not right is it

really need sleep and should hide puter
not used it really this week

am going to ponder on who i am

off truly ...

I don't know, Tarty.

I also feel it because I'm getting older and I look in the mirror and don't recognise myself anymore.

You know that line in David Gray's song about being so definite,

I used to be so definite

well I'm not anymore.

hello ,i am having a day at home today,have no enthusiasm for shopping today and its too wet and cold !!!

knocks 3 times.

Taps once