@Pacificsunshine I agree with every word of your post and it's highlighted why it's time for me to step back
I remember David Cameron saying he would get something done about the procurement process.
In many ways, it's too depressing to think about.
I am reminded of the resignation of Sir Charles Walker MP a couple of years ago.
I am paraphrasing, but he said something along the lines of politics having eras where people actually want to do practical stuff and eras when it is entirely driven by ego. He was explaining that there is a type of person who really enjoys all of that and all of the backstabbing and the so-called intrigue and said that he was resigning because he really wasn't one of those people.
And he said that he actually wanted to do the actual administrative business of politics. He did that midcycle, saying that he wouldn't stand for the next election. And I suspect he would have been re-elected. So I believe that was genuinely his choice, and he made a good call.
I had a reason to be in contact with him, although he wasn't my MP - and I believe him to be genuine in that regard.
I didn't bother looking at politics for a very long time. I'm separating politics from "important things that are actually happening". So I would keep an eye on legal changes for example. Things like the 2011 riots, I knew the details of those because I was living in London and it was literally happening in real time with my friends messaging me that they couldn't walk down a certain street for example.
I think it's probably time I went back to my old level of knowledge. The only thing left for me to do on a personal level is to work out if there is any way I can protect myself financially.
I actually can't remember why I got into it in the first place. Probably just bad habits of being online too much - and when the asylum seeker hotel started to get coverage, I was so relieved that they were finally getting coverage! People had looked at me in horror when I said what a problem it was living near to one! One of those things you're not allowed to say.
Anyway, I've got into the habit of chatting on here because you're so nice to chat to
but actually, the volume of useless knowledge I have about politics now... I don't really need to have it. I should be spending my reading/podcast time on something else. I barely read a fiction book these days - that's bad.