I was going to - flippantly! - say "that sounds nice for you"! But, no, it probably is NOT nice for you. At all!
Judging by "how much therapy I required to get back to sort of functioning again" as a mere civilian, caught up in an intense but short episode of my life"!
It must be shit, and I am sorry!
But also: NOT sorry for the folllowing take:
You know who the most scared people I have ever met in my entire life have been? IDF conscripts! I was around 22, they were just around 20! They seemed, for the most part, terrified, OF ME! Just a blond British girl around their own age. Not a Palestinian, not one of theirs, not one of those activists you can label [I literally just ended up there at the exact wrong time because I was going to get married and the idea was for me to meet the future in-laws ... and I had some seriously poor timing!].
When - and I do quite often online but almost never IRL - speak about "how I accidentally ended up in a literal war", I always make sure to point out just how AFRAID those young soldiers seemed! Afraid of literal children! Afraid of, literally just me, too [for the record: I am a petite and slender blonde! I am not even remotely physically scary! With M-16s in their hands, but: terrified!
You know, if I was that afraid, I might shoot first, too! I feel for those kids, and, on some level, being utterly terrified myself, I did even then, even as they were sticking the business end of an assault rifle in my face. I remember phoning my mum, sobbing "you know, I am not afraid they WANT to kill me - I AM afraid they might shoot me just in case ... they are so scared, and they have assault rifles!"
I am not blaming the "not actual kids anymore - since the day before yesterday!". I am blaming the fucking system!
Just also: I am saying: nobody is safer when terrified people with assualt weapons take any peripheral vision movement as "shoot first - or risk dying!".
ALSO: CEASEFIRE NOW!!!