thisTown that's a great day. I have found it easier the more I go on with it but I still have days where its next to nothing and I just accept these and move on.
I know it's not the intention so much with this thread, i started it simply to have a positive outlook on food rather than restrictions.
But I have had a bit of a revelation the last couple of weeks and its been building for a while, maybe even years.
I am the classic person with food issues. Feast or famine. Denying/binging. Tried every diet going. I had an eating disorder when I was younger and I have realised that it's never really gone.
I was listening to Richard Osman talking about his Binge Eating Disorder and it felt very familiar so I read up about it. I've always known I've had it, i just didn't have a name for it. So, this thread has helped me to get back on track with looking at food positively and trying to get more healthy food into my diet without thinking of what I can't eat. And it has helped massively.
But for anyone else who thinks they may follow a similar path to me then I have started a food diary, NOT calorie counting. A journal if you like (on my phone) of my day, my food generally and my emotions. And the biggest thing is to have a routine and a rhythm. 3 meals and 3 snacks. Seems so ridiculous. But it means I don't stuff myself because I will be denying myself later. I'm not over eating because I'm worried that it will be an age til I can next have food. And it breaks it down for me. I have a normal sized healthy meal, then a small snack. It can be as small as a tomato with a bit of salt, or a celery stick and some houmous. Or a couple of nuts. Yoghurt or even a few squares of chocolate if that's what I fancy. One on Sunday was a delicious pear and almond cake that dh bought for me from my favourite coffee shop.
Its has not only been a bit of an eye opener in terms of my attitudes to food but I am also much more energetic and losing weight. Although I haven't weighed myself, i can tell by my clothes. And that's only in a week. It's quite a revelation actually.
Sorry, a bit of a waffle on a different tangent but I thought it may be useful for others.