Lemons those dreams can be so vivid and piercing, can't they? I lost a parent last year so I know just what you mean.
DH and I are going to attempt to go away to a place near family for Christmas, although it now looks increasingly as though we won't be able to spend the day with them anyway. Regardless, my Saturday was spent doing a million and one things to get organised for going tomorrow.
DH never quite grasps just how much has to be planned when you go away, and that you can't just throw things in the car on the morning. I've now ticked pretty much everything off my list, however, so I feel cautiously optimistic.
I also now have a huge bruise on my leg, souvenir of my faceplanting escapade yesterday, and everything aches. Still, it could have been much worse.