Tell us a secret that no one else knows?

[GloomyWaters]

Me...by the end of this year I will be divorced...DH has no idea!

@Fudgeballs

My ex made me have an abortion and I told everyone that I’d had a miscarriage because I was so ashamed.

Im not sure if my eldest dad is her Dad or belongs to someone who I worked with. I left the job and lost touch with him, I’m absolutely petrified of her or him buying on of those DNA things for fun. Be my own stupid fault.

I was in a abusive relationship for so long and escaped, my whole life was awful and contemplated suicide every day

My new partner can now be a dick too but I’m too scared and embarrassed to ask for help again.

I’m in so much debt as I’m limited by rules of what I can do and am only allowed to work certain places or it causes arguments so my wages are crap and don’t cover the cost of anything, I’m running up debt and no one has a clue.

My whole living situation and life in general makes so depressed and down, I actually don’t see the point anymore, I hate my housing situation, all my family (parents, grandparents etc )partner, job just everything no joy with anything, I don’t sleep but if you knew me in real life you wouldn’t have a clue I carry all this huge burden inside because I mask it all

You are not to blame for the abortion as you were coerced. You were probably in shock and needed love/an escape. You need to get away from this man now or it will only get worse over time. Make a plan to escape and do it. XxxX love and strength to you

Hm2020

I`ve disowned mine. Sneaky greedy bitch!

I'm not heterosexual

My brothers friend sexually assaulted me in 2008 and I never told a soul.

I had to have part of my perineum and inner labia removed 4 years ago. With less of a natural "funnel", I spray urine down my legs and on the floor. At work, I join in with general moaning about our 3 male colleagues terrible aim.

@RicherThanYew it doesn't take a psychiatrist to work out that you are regressing back to childhood to block out your losses. What you are doing causes no harm to anyone so indulge it if it makes you feel good. May I recommend Cry Babies? Cute and collectible and not too pricey.

Long Covid makes me so tired, makes my heart race and gives me chest pain but I think I've managed to keep it from my adult children and even my husband doesn't know about the chest pain and racing heart. Really hoping that the appointment from the Long Covid clinic comes soon.

I had a short fling with my best friends youngest son. He was 15 years younger than me, and in his early 20's. His penis was enormous and when she talks about him now all I can think of is his huge cock.

I am bisexual. My DH knows, and is also Bi. We are in a monogamous relationship currently but when we talk dirty we both benefit. Ive watched him suck another man off and it was honestly the horniest thing I've ever seen.

@GreenBlood yes I have that one got four of them on a bu ray disc but the first is the best in my book.🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

@ildrja

I am teetering on the edge of a complete mental breakdown. Mental health absolutely down the toilet. Lonely. There's absolutely no one who cares about me at all. I think I'm going to the GP about it next week but it's so hard as I will then have to tell soemone.

I am sure you will feel better once you have told someone. Take care, ildrja.

I KNOW that my ex boss and friend of many years ‘let me go’ during my maternity leave because she couldn’t cope with me having a baby when she can’t have children of her own.
She would never admit it to me but has actually told a mutual friend who told me. I did already suspect and have never blamed her for doing it and I’ll never tell her that I know.

@Surfingwaves

I know that my mum and dad were wife swapping with the neighbours when I was young.

Nobody knows I know. Makes me feel sick.

Wow ..big hugs

@saleorbouy

My brother and I in our mischievous youth dug up the schools time capsule the evening after the burial ceremony and replaced it with a note in a bottle detailing the new buried position in the school garden. I don't know when it's getting retrieved but I'd love to seethe surprise on their faces.

I'd have swapped it with a dildo and a note saying "surprise"!

I let my abusive ex boyfriend rape me so my best friend wouldn't have to deal with him / know what he was really like.

She and I were asleep in my bed (she was staying for the weekend) and he let himself into the house with the copy of my house key I hadn't known he'd made, came upstairs, and tried to get in with us –he stank of booze and refused to leave.

The only way I could get him out was if I went down to the spare room with him and stayed there.

I didn't want to risk him getting aggressive with her if I made a scene and woke her up, so I shut my eyes and cried until he was done and passed out on top of me.

I've never told a soul. Althoughto be fair, it wasn't the first time and I never told anyone about any of it.

@Sproutpie

I have a number of grandchildren. I hate the oldest one with every breath in me. He’s 6. He’s done nothing wrong. I begrudge him the breath he breathes.

That may be one of the most disturbing things I've ever read on MN. Please get help for these feelings. It isn't enough just to admit to them anonymously. You need to do the work required to change them.

I am in love with 2 people

@Sproutpie

I have a number of grandchildren. I hate the oldest one with every breath in me. He’s 6. He’s done nothing wrong. I begrudge him the breath he breathes.

Wow.. have you taken out time to think about why?

“I've never told a soul. Althoughto be fair, it wasn't the first time and I never told anyone about any of it.”

That was horrific @whatwouldstevienicksdo💐

I'm having an affair with a married man. He thinks we are exclusive. Little does he know I've shagged another 14 men since we've been together

disclaimer had a shit traumatic couple of years and found promiscuity my only means of escape.

Another who’s slept with a Dave from work!!! This was some years ago though....

He’s a busy man 🤣

@TwoHoots74

I'm having an affair with a married man. He thinks we are exclusive. Little does he know I've shagged another 14 men since we've been together

disclaimer had a shit traumatic couple of years and found promiscuity my only means of escape.

How did the affairs begin ?

@Hm2020

I have just disowned my narcissist sister and blocked her I am sitting next to my mum who doesn’t know yet I have blocked her and looks like I’m going no contact it’s going to all blow up very badly when it comes out this is very much the calm before the storm.

Don’t worry @Hm2020 I did this last year and I wish to goodness I’d done it sooner. Be prepared for lots of emotional blackmail from other family members, but the relief you’ll feel will be worth it. I felt like I could breathe properly afterwards, such was the weight of her manipulation. Also, steel yourself for a wave of victim blaming, gaslighting & “I honestly don’t know what I’ve done” to anyone who’ll listen!

Oh I cut my dreadful family out of my 15 years ago best thing I ever did, when my dad di4d i grieved for then then thought fuck this 9m done, my birth mother died a couple of years later she never cared for me after8 so I thought I’m not going to care either. Dreadful parents both of them the aunt who brought me up was a cow, that’s why today I never have a mirror in the bedroom. I hate my body .

Me too. And my sister.

My husband received a 3 month prison sentence a few years back. Left me in a terrible position re a very high pressure job with a 2 year old. My family still don’t know.