Tell us a secret that no one else knows?

[GloomyWaters]

Me...by the end of this year I will be divorced...DH has no idea!

NC for this.

I’m not keen on my siblings and try and avoid spending any time with them at all.

Same goes for the rest of my wider family.

I had a breakdown 2 years ago. That's not the secret. I had amazing private counselling and was diagnosed as having PTSD because of emotional abuse by my father. From the age of 6. My siblings are much older and didn't see a lot of it. They adore our father . I know that they would be devastated if they knew the details ( one I think suspects). I love my siblings too much to hurt them with the truth.

@spandaubally

I know that a well known crime writer committed nasty and well planned criminal offences and got away with it. They are dead now.

OOh! The same criminal offences that they wrote about? Jesus, Mary and Joseph and the wee donkey, tell us what the crimes were...

I'm devastated I'm losing my looks

I've been dreaming about killing my boss for 2 years. And now he's leaving. So I dont have to. Bloody brilliant.

I miss home so much the thought of moving back without my young children has entered my mind.

I don’t want to be here and I won’t be able to move with them or even look after them financially myself if we did separate.

I hated a past boss. He walked across the road in front of my car one day. I really wanted to speed up and knock him over. I did tell a colleague though who said she would feel the same. Nasty piece of work.

Are you ok now @mamanyt?

I still haven’t got over being dumped by ex boyfriend 16 years ago.
I then went off the rails and made some bad life decisions for years afterwards.
Although I seem stable now I still wish things has been different. I think of him everyday,
The breakup was such a shock, I didn’t see it coming.

nameychangey2021 That's so shocking and awful.

I hope you find some peace

I am struggling with the ending of lock down. For some reason I felt more confident on work teams meetings as opposed to face to face, I liked the quietness of the roads and the slower pace of life. No press to make arrangements with family.

I pretend to think it’s great we can meet face to face at work, preferred remote

@StarlightLady

I haven’t worn knickers since Friday last week.

I won't wear any tomorrow when we go out to lunch with friends, I'm planning a surprise for him on the way home. I might tell him when we get to restaurant.

I slept with a few rock stars in my 20s .

I was caught shop lifting when I was a girl.

@MiaRoma

Are you ok now *@mamanyt*?

I will be in time. I only have balance and coordination issues, and my concentration is shot, but that will come back over the next 2-4 months, they tell me. I was very, very lucky with the type of stroke I had. They are now controlling my atrial fibrillation, which caused it, with medication, and will do a surgical intervention in a couple of months. As long as I am sitting in my chair, I can't tell that anything happened. It is only when standing and moving (with my trusty walker) that I'm aware of the effects of the stroke...that and my concentration.

OH...about my kind of stroke...The first symptoms were, my vision blacked out for just a second and I saw flashing neon colors, then it was normal again, AND I then started hearing my heartbeat in one ear. IF EITHER OF THESE HAPPENS TO YOU, call for assistance IMMEDIATELY! DO NOT WAIT AND SEE! I did, and was face-first on my kitchen floor two days later. These are not "regular" stroke symptoms, Ladies. STAY SAFE!

I have a number of grandchildren. I hate the oldest one with every breath in me. He’s 6. He’s done nothing wrong. I begrudge him the breath he breathes.

I suffered emotional mental and physical abuse as a child. Wanted to die from the age of 4. I hate my life As it is. The dark days And the others where I’m just going through the motions. I have fantasy’s of slapping my mother and father. I hate my brother. I’ve never felt so isolated and alone . Have an eating disorder. Sex with my partner is boring at times.

i know where the bodies are buried.....

my deceased pets over the last 25 years that is !

I used to be a stripper in a foreign country. I didn't need the money and had a very good job, I just left my home country to go travelling and thought I'd see what it was like. I really enjoyed it! Married now, and my husband doesn't know

@Mamanyt

well, no one here knows this, but I was missing on Mumsnet for most of the month of May because I was in hospital following a stroke.

Hope you're well on the road to recovery Mamnyt!

I don't want the baby I'm carrying.