God I just can't shake my bad mood today. I hate my house, I hate this life I am just hacked off with everything and honestly If I died of covid tomorrow it would feel like a relief.
I can't do another year of this existence.
Told Ds it was school hols yest, and he was like "but not proper holidays because we can't....." And then reeled off everything we can't do. The poor kid last went to a beach in 2019.
We literally went nowhere last year and this year's looking the same.
Fuck this. Fuck it all.