Hi all, I lost you, sorry!
Sorry that everyone is feeling so rubbish with the restrictions. DH climbing up the walls with the threat of London restrictions, which will mean he can't go to the pub with his TA mates. (Which he obviously isn't supposed to anyway - I did wonder how the staff managed to justify that a 33 year old white bloke and a black woman in her 60s were a household - he was planning to claim that she was his mother!). I think in a way I've been a bit fortunate. I got my leukaemia diagnosis literally a week and a half after lockdown, so I lost my normality anyway. And as a result, haven't noticed so much the erosion of actual normality! Although it would be nice to see more people without feeling guilty. My friends are not very law abiding.
I think that whenever you can do normal stuff again, it just feels so right and good. Like, oh yeah, that is what life is supposed to be like! So I'm sorry that everyone is finding the weirdness tough. It amazes and horrifies me, how people actually seem to want to be dictated to.
I'm still detained in the hospital. I had to have some oxygen yesterday because I was having a bit of trouble breathing, but it helped a lot and I'm feeling better, but my blood counts are still a bit too exciting. I am feeling a bit down to be honest. Lack of social interaction, and I get nasty black thoughts creeping in (of the, what if I don't see my kids grow up, variety). This is where some visitors would make a big difference! Honestly, if I wanted to be socially isolated I could have gone to live in the Outer Hebrides instead of Zone 2 in Plague City.
In lighter news, DD2 has obviously figured out how to get round the parental controls on Netflix and watched most of The Other Boleyn Girl. She's now flouncing around quoting her favourite passages, which seem to be the most dramatic ones: "My Lord: how hath I offended you?" And, "THE QUEEN NO LONGER BLEEDS." (Although DH has clarified that she has not a clue what that means.) She also got a ticking off at school for asking if white ghosts were the ghosts of white people and if brown and black people had brown and black ghosts.... hmm