I'm anxious. Why are you awake?

[rainatnightlove]

Had a rough day today, well month really!

-Had bladder pain everyday for 4 weeks, 2 lots of AB's w/ no change, still waiting on a urology referral from a year ago.

-Had a panic attack in the supermarket this evening.

-Partner is grumpy and constantly working (has his own business).

-Two of my best friends (there's 3 of us in friendship group) booked to go to a spa hotel this weekend last week without inviting me and I found out by accident today when one posted it in the group chat. (I can't go as it would cost 4x what they paid now as it's 4 days away!).

Feeling horrid, had a cry this evening, everything's a lot at the moment and the bladder pain is really not helping. Sent a sample to the docs today so hopefully will hear something tomorrow.

What's keeping you up?

I think me and partner have coronavirus symptoms , We are both extremely vulnerable and im very worried...

Sorry you're both going through a tough time..
Mines just general anxiety and I'm too hot.

I'm really bummed out by the lockdown announcement, and I'm not convinced it will finish when they say it will

Iv had bladder pain.... Waited about 4 weeks for a referal, Spoke to a consultant in the phone. They organised for a bladder camera.
Over active bladder diagnosed.
On oxybutin , alot less pain

So sorry to hear your having a shit time.
That all sucks 💐

I don't always sleep very well these days

I’m struggling with OCD and am wide awake.

Sorry you’ve both had rough days/weeks/months.

I’m wide awake, my daughter’s father had an awful accident last night, he’s in intensive care with a brain injury.

@HotToCold oh no! What symptoms do you have, really hope all turns out okay for you. Must have you in such a state.

@Anotherdayanotherdisappointmen Thank you, I'm sorry you're feeling anxious too! It's awful isn't it- get yourself a nice cold drink, I find that really helps calm my body down.

DH is in hospital with possible PE, so worried about him, just wish I could be with him but no visitors allowed.

@Juniperandrage I'm sorry to hear that, my area isn't in a lockdown at the moment but I wish you all the best.

@HotToCold bloody hell, 4 weeks? My referral is urgent and it was made LAST AUGUST glad to hear you've had some improvement. That's encouraging!

@Anordinarymum any particular reason why? I hope you fall asleep soon

@BillStickersIsInnocent I'm so sorry to hear that! OCD is awful, any thoughts in particular keeping you up? Stay strong

@Crystalknobs oh my god I'm so sorry to hear that! Really hope he improves. Gosh how scary. Take care of yourself

@AlitheAllosaurus I'm so sorry to hear that, wishing him all the best, you must be so worried, try and get some rest

It’s not looking good, I’m worried for my daughter.
to all having a shit time.

To everyone struggling 💐🍪🍫🥃🍷🍺

And to you. I’ve just ordered a nice jigsaw to distract me in the evenings. Might do some Christmas shopping now too.

I’m thinking of you all tonight, to those feeling unwell or with other worries. It’s horrid. I can’t settle, thinking of so many family worries.

[quote rainatnightlove]@Anordinarymum any particular reason why? I hope you fall asleep soon [/quote]
Since my son died I find sleep does not come easily although these days I am not sleep deprived. If I don't sleep one night I will sleep the next.
I enjoy being on here.

I have a DVT in my thigh and it's sore.

@Crystalknobs

I’m wide awake, my daughter’s father had an awful accident last night, he’s in intensive care with a brain injury.

How awful for you. I hope he is OK

Slept (waking hourly) between 8.30 and midnight, because I was tired. Awake two and a half hours so far and will be wrecked tomorrow.

Love and cosy sleep wishes to everyone who is awake.

Sorry to hear your having a rough time, bladder pain is awful. I've suffered with it intermittently along with other pains/issues for the last 3 years and Drs are still to get to the bottom of it.

I'm awake trying to get my head around how my young dog was fine and happy in the morning yet dead within 4 hours.