It keeps crossing my mind that it's some weird apocalyptic type shit too.
But then I think when my gran was my age, most of the men were sent away for years on end to die in fields in France, food was rationed, children were sent away from their parents in larger cities, bombs fell night after night, and systems of mass murder were developed to gas millions of people just for their beliefs. So my gran probably felt the same while all that was going on.
Twenty years before that men were sent away for years on end to fight a war that was nothing to do with them. It was a war like people had never seen before as weapons were being developed far beyond what had previously been used. When the survivors returned they were met by a virus that killed millions and particularly targeted the young. So my great gran probably had feelings of wft is going on too.
Jewish people surviving in concentration camps for years probably thought similar.
Black people in SA who found themselves becoming slowly segregated in their own country while also suffering poverty, disease and violence probably felt similar.
People in Bosnia, Croatia etc who saw their previously peaceful cities torn apart by war probably felt similar.
People who've suffered famines in North Korea, Ethiopia, Russia, Ireland etc probably felt the same.
I think we're just so used to seeing shit like this on the news happening to other people or learning about it as something that used to happen. This is one of the first times it's affected the majority of us in the UK and it's scary.