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Handhold, in HDU with respiratory failure and terrified

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Seafour · 22/11/2018 04:28

Just that, is anyone awake?

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Rshard · 22/11/2018 14:28

Hi @seafour, another low carb boot camper sending best wishes Flowers

Seafour · 22/11/2018 16:45

You lot are fab, wrong kind of PA, she is the awesome person who helps me five days a week, just so that I have a life of sorts

I'm ventilated at home because I have a paralysed diaphragm so no stranger to this sort of thing, just never vomited this much before.

DH arrived earlier and I recreated that scene from the exorcist filling three vomit bowls in rapid succession.

They have halted all antibiotics until I'm not sick for six hours thank goodness.

I really appreciate you lot, thanks

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CrookedMe · 22/11/2018 16:59

Oh @Seafour you are having a truly shit day. Thanks I'm going to put a fiver on tomorrow being better than today!

FestiveForestieraNoel · 22/11/2018 17:04

Here's to a more comfortable next couple of hours. What an awful day. Not much rest for you.

Pavlova31 · 22/11/2018 18:15

Hope your vomiting gets better soon Op 💐

OffToBedhampton · 22/11/2018 19:24

Awww, that's so sweet that a PP misunderstood what you meant by PA in this context is Personal Assistant(PA) (directly employed care/support worker for a disabled person, via self find or an ASD direct payments model for care support? ) as opposed to PA /secretary as it can mean in working environment ...

It sounds such a tough time OP. I hope DH has cheered you up and that things are getting slowly easier XXX Flowers

OffToBedhampton · 22/11/2018 19:26

*self fund not find , lol! Sorry my phone is naughty

Seafour · 22/11/2018 21:13

I wish I could reply individually to you all but the breaking news is that I'm currently sipping a lukewarm thimble of tea.

Whoever said I'm have a shit day you were spot on.

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FestiveForestieraNoel · 22/11/2018 21:29

Well that's a start Seafour. It must feel like the best thimble of tea in the world.

How's the breathing?

Seafour · 22/11/2018 21:44

The tea wasn't really a hit but a few sips have stayed down - it was too milky.

Dr has decided I need IV fluids.

My pneumonia has without doubt been made worse, somewhere along the way I must have inhaled some vomit, I have no cough reflex so don't chuck up very efficiently.

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marvellousnightforamooncup · 22/11/2018 21:52

Seafour Flowers. I'm sorry you're feeling so awful. Pneumonia is horrible, my mum and my niece have had it. Not nice at all.

IHeartMarmiteToast · 22/11/2018 23:15

Hey pink wheels right? I remember seeing you from the low carb boot camp threads. Xxx hope you're doing better and you'll be home crafting soon xxx

SavageBeauty73 · 22/11/2018 23:35

You poor thing. I'm allergic to most antibiotics and always puke (dreading if I get a serious infection).

Hope things get better overnight. What's your SATS? Are they improving?

Seafour · 23/11/2018 06:57

Waves to all her bootcamp buddies.

Very very happy to report that there is no more vomit in my life - I still feel as if I never ever want to eat food again but we'll see what happens when the breakfast trolley arrives.

I've been on my ventilator all night with SATS creeping into the low 90's a couple of times which is encouraging. I'm currently on a ventilation break and busy hoovering secretions out of the back of my throat on 4L of high flow oxygen and 92%. I have had an awesome night, didn't even fully wake up when I was being repositioned.

My favourite nurse in the world was in charge last night, when I first arrived here in March last year and they were working hard to save my life and I naively thought "great give me a ventilator, a couple of nights to learn how to operate it and I'll be on my way". Slowly the reality of the situation dawned on me and I was getting to grips with "not being easy to ventilate " she was the one who came and pulled up a chair and while I went through the truly horrifying process of letting a machine take over my breathing she held my hand. A simple act of kindness and humanity that has become pivotal in my life.

I will pop back later and let you lovely virtual handholders have a bit more of the back story if you would like it.

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ChestyNut · 23/11/2018 07:13

I’m glad the vomiting has eased Seafour
Hope you continue to improve and lovely to hear about the lovely nurse.

I’d be interested in your back story, sounds like you have a lot to deal with Flowers

Do you have a tracheostomy or on NIV?
Feel free not to answer though as I can appreciate how scary hdu is.

ThinkOfAWittyNameLater · 23/11/2018 07:14

Waves back Grin

Bobbiepin · 23/11/2018 07:15

Op your strength is admirable. I'm recovering from pneumonia myself and you're helping to kick me out my pity party. Thank you.

FestiveForestieraNoel · 23/11/2018 07:15

So glad you had a fabulous night's rest Seafour and those numbers are looking encouraging. I hope you are feeling peckish at breakfast. But I know the feeling after sickness: how on earth do people eat at all?!

If you are feeling up to it, I'd love to hear more of the backstory.

ThinkOfAWittyNameLater · 23/11/2018 07:16

Posted too soon!

Glad the vomiting has stopped. Fingers crossed those stats rise & you're feeling even more betterer soon Wink

Mrsr8 · 23/11/2018 07:20

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Seafour · 23/11/2018 07:38

Offtobedhampton thank you for your eloquent explanation of my particular type of PA, I hate the term carer because it belittles what she does for me, she is the difference between life and no life, getting out of the house and never leaving, smiling or having nothing to smile about. I've been disabled for eleven years and each one of those has been more difficult and I've become more disabled, I've had some truly shit carers over the years, the ones that turn up late, feel that they are only there to do the bare minimum, the 15 minutes calls that aren't long enough to make a cup of tea, ones that steal, take advantage and most recently the one who applied for a job as a "non smoker" understanding that under no circumstances could I be around cigarette smoke, first or second hand but chose to put my health at risk anyway.

My care package is funded by the NHS through Continuing Health Care but I self manage the money and top up my PA's salary to truly reflect what she does and how difficult it is. She is solely responsible five days a week for keeping me alive and managing all of my equipment, medication and the pathetic amount of money she is expected to live on is an insult.

The up side is that I often describe her as being my body, mine doesn't work, hers does so as a five foot three inch slightly podgy fifty five year old cripple I actually have the body of a five foot ten, stunning forty year old with legs that go on forever.

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DaffydownClock · 23/11/2018 07:42

You truly are a remarkably tough cookie Seafour!
Hopefully it's onwards and upwards from here on 💐 X

cropcirclesinthefields · 23/11/2018 07:56

@Seafour I've just seen your thread, stay strong sweetie Thanks

Nurses are fantastic aren't they, the amount of shit they put up with and the lack of respect they get in return from some people. Yet they always care and keep the highest standards and really care about their patients.

user1457017537 · 23/11/2018 08:04

Seafour I’m sorry it was me who completely got the wrong end of the stick re your PA. My best wishes for your recovery and the future. Flowers

Spamfrittersforeveryone · 23/11/2018 08:11

Are you on long term continuous ventilation at home then OP? That must be a pretty big thing to adapt to. I’m so sorry.

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