I have an OH referral, so can raise it with OH. I am off work at the moment. This is my second period off work with this MH issue. I should be alright going forward, because I have made some changes during this period of medical leave whereas I spend the previous time off frantically trying to get back to how things were before. I was back for a year before I came off again. So it is all not great. Despite all this, my employer is keen to have me back when I am well and I was trying to think of what needed to be changed in order for that to happen. In hindsight I stayed in work for far too long this time and ought to have come off work sooner; at the same time work keeps me well in many ways so coming off work is sort of my last resort.
The request is to work from home flexibly and at short notice for 1-3 days at a time. My work can easily be done from home; usual practise in my department is for each employee to work from home up to one day per week. When my MH gets bad, I can find both public transport and open-plan offices detrimental to my MH. The most recent period I had during which I felt a bit like this was like this was only a few days long. I think that if I return to work and end up in a situation where I feel as if I cannot make it into the office after a few days working from home, it is time to take a few days off, whether vacation days or sick days.
I was talking to my manager about my upcoming return to work, and raising things that might help me in the future. My manager pushed back on this suggestion RE more flexible working from home, because my boss' boss has opinions about home working too regularly hence the above guidelines about one day per week. To be honest, I prefer to be in the office too! But when I feel as if I cannot manage the train, if I can work from home, at least I can work. If I cannot work at all, I take a sick day or vacation day. I am boring and conscientious like that. It's not as if I sit at home watching TV.
I said to my manager, if my productivity goes down, we can have a conversation about that. I have the impression that she would like this flexibility regarding home working too, but finds it difficult to ask for things herself maybe(?) I am not sure if this is the sort of thing that needs to go in a flexible working request(?) My contract of employment states that my place of work is the office and other locations/occasional travel as required. In practise no-one would really know as my manager does not work in the same office as me and nor does my manager's manager. The company is a global multinational.
I am overthinking, and I know that. I found it really hard to raise this issue and then to handle my manager talking about unfairness among the team with regards to home working. I started to doubt myself as to whether my request was reasonable or not.