The last decade has been a wake up call to me, black pilling, reality checking.
Sure, I was already aware MPs were feckless (expenses scandal), hypocritical (Major's back to basics), and mostly useless (how many examples do you need?).
But I still assumed things got done, cabinet ministers would make things happen, the state still worked, and critically, that ministers weren't total sociopaths.
That's all gone from my mind.
Even if I vote Reform, I'll be expecting "business as usual". If any future govt surprises me pleasantly, I'll be the happiest voter ever.
My emotion towards the likes of the Tory party, my default choice, runs very deep, but I genuinely didn't expect this level of politicking from the likes of Phillipson, especially as Starmer repeats "rule of law, otherwise all is anarchy" every other sentence.
My ire is also reserved for the likes of Sunak and, yes, Badenoch.
They had two clear years to lock this down, to leave no wiggle room for the likes of Phillipson to do what she's doing now.
Sunak wasn't interested any further than humiliating Sturgeon over Section 20, Badenoch talked a good fight but was instrumental in not opposing DEI in the NHS which is the main motor for trans ideology rinsing out nurses Peggie, Mellie, Darlington crew.
Last but not least, the media.
For every one proudly GC interviewer like Justin Webb, there are hundreds who are TRA themselves (like Lewis Goodall) or give it no thought.
Phillipson and Starmer are getting an absolute free ride on this. There is zero media holding to account.
This is the stew we're in.
A Tory govt who let things run.
A politicized Labour govt happy to stonewall.
A media class who are both captured and a waste of space.
The perfect storm for trans to, even on the backfoot since Cass and the SC ruling, still keep pushing back and make progress, even if that progress is simply total inertia in civic society.