Emperors new clothes, I don't understand why some trans people have to insist that we must all believe what they believe.
Why are we all being forced into worshipping a god we don't believe in?
I see 3 women and 5 men, I can't help it, I'm not particularly looking for it, but to my eyes and my brain that's what I see.
I'm not trying to be hateful or difficult, I just want fairness and safety for myself, my family and others. I imagine the ability to distinguish the sexes is deep in my biology, it's instant, I could not stop the feeling/thought even if I wanted to erase this instinct, just as I can sense when I am not alone or someone is staring at me.
I don't want to lose/erase this instinct, it's been incredibly useful particularly when I was a child and a younger woman, it alerted me before my education about the world, and the dangers, joined with my instincts to protect me. I've not doubt without this instinct I would have come to serious harm at some point. I will teach my daughter to trust her gut, to pay heed and respect what those instincts and feelings and to act on them.
But I am not allowed to feel or think this? Or I am? But not speak it? Or I am? But only in my head and my body, or only in court?