Good Evening to all. I feel violently sick reading this. Because earlier this year I discovered that a woman I was friends with didn't just suffer from a bit of depression and anxiety bit had a perdonality disorder.
And when I heard about this story I'm not going to lie, it could have been me as our friendship became intimate. She blocked me and changed her number without warning because I suspect it was because I had to put a lid on having a relationship with her. I did love her very much and I told her I was sorry. She then tried to blame me for messing with her head as she put it, then tried to gaslight and twist it back to her by making out that she had a seizure in a restaurant due to stress.
May I point out that when I was with her in her house she was extremely emotional and tearful, kept regurgitating her life story which I've heard about at least 20 times and wasn't affectionate. When she did become affectionate it was rather sporadic.
She was really messing with my head, when I got home she started to send me very explicit messages. She even said I love you and I want a relationship yet I know she isn't capable of love.
I feel seriously sick to my stomach that this could have been my situation.
The lady I speak of is known to the police with involvement as long as your arm, always in court, getting behaviour warning letters and to think I somewhat fell in love with her.
I feel like a fool but maybe just maybe God saved me from what could have been. I reckon if we were still friends she would keep chipping away at me until I'm totally dependent on her and can't function.