This particular 50:50 initiative reminds me of the one time I met Boris Johnson.
When he was President of the Oxford Union, there was an Emily's List campaign to try to get more women to be members of the Union.
Traditionally the Oxford Union was an enormously male dominated area, very similar in many ways to Westminster and, as we know, many household names cut their political teeth there. Membership involved a fee which, at the time, seemed like a big old chunk of my grant money so I wasn't sure how much I wanted to join.
From memory, about 60 female students turned up for the Emily's List session. After a tour of the historic building, Boris Johnson told us we were to be given the opportunity to speak in the Union. It was felt that we, as women, might be nervous about doing so - plus our voices might not carry as well!!
I had always enjoyed and been very active in debate and public speaking and drama at my all girls school so I was really looking forward to participating.
As I listened to these clever women who took it in turns to speak, I gradually became aware that the guy with the distinctive shock of fair hair in front of me (together with the bloke next to him) was marking the women out of 10, not on their oratory but on their appearance. They quietly congratulated themselves for organising the day because apparently there was some 'top totty' there.
Unsurprisingly, in the face of such sexist behaviour, I decided not to join the Union.
Fast forward to 2021 where, like many women on this board, I find myself politically homeless.
I couldn't in all conscience join or vote for a party that pretends it doesn't know what a woman is. At the last election I did seriously consider standing as an independent pro-women MP but, in the end, the personal financial burden of being an independent outside the party structure and the impact being an MP would have on my kids and family life was not worth the risk.
How will we ever get to 50:50?
Conservative policies seem to have a disproportionately negative effect on women. Lynne Featherstone told women like me not to vote for the Lib Dems, the Greens think I am a non-male, and WEP kicked out Heather Brunskell Evans for expressing concerns around child transitioning. Nicola Sturgeon sacked her smartest politician, Jo Cherry, and Keir Starmer ignores the rank misogyny of male MPs like Alex Sobel who doesn't think women should have single sex spaces.
We know the use of all-women shortlists are a specific single sex exemption under the Equality Act 2010 because females face challenges and inequalities due to our SEX, yet we can also see all programmes designed to redress female sex inequality have males in them.
In 1986, Boris Johnson and his chum just saw my sex and ignored what I had to say.
34 years later and some males claim to be my sex and ignore what I have to say. Not only that - they are happy to usurp the right and the spaces to speak on my behalf and to be my representation. Plus I, as a mere female, am not allowed to say what I see using the evidence of my eyes and ears and 5 decades of female experience and have to pretend this is progress.
Riiiiight.
Meet the New Sexism, worse than the Old Sexism.