The OP says, in their OP, that they are unwell. They have offered us some content, for free, which we can choose to read, or not.
OP, get well soon. I liked your posting style.
thanks for your kind post, much appreciated :)
Just to clarify
I am an older poster with heart and lung conditions on top of a virus outbreak. There is no proper contact tracing or testing here so I do not know if I am infected.
I am not ill other than with asthma and a rare medical condition that I would rather not post about as it is outing
I exercise very seriously to stay well and so I hope that this storm will pass me by but I cannot be 100% confident until the storm has passed.
Things will get bad for me if I cannot get outside to exercise. I can and will exercise indoors but it will be very difficult.
If I do become unwell or die I will have over 10 years worth of research into sinister, child abusing, misogynist cults and psychotherapy quacks that may fall into the wrong hands or go to waste.
I was planning to make some films and podcasts but I am feeling the pressure of time as I do not want my work to go to waste
I am a trafficking survivor and have experienced trauma and mental health problems. I would never deny that part of my experience
One of my more painful, recent experiences relates to being gaslighted over money and bullying by various people, including family members, who were able to dismiss me as deluded as I have a history of mental health problems.
I would invite readers here to check out my links themselves and, if something does not make sense, just ask me and I will do my best to explain or clarify, as I always do.
Anyone calling me out in the disgusting, gaslighting manner that some posters have here, should feel free to post details of their mental health qualifications and their reasons for concluding that I am sufficiently mentally unwell to be taken seriously.
I am not under lock down yet but may be soon, simply because of my proximity to very elderly people whose vulnerabilities are more significant than my own and my proximity to an outbreak.
I hope that clarifies things :)
More to follow on this cult soon, however I must get this deep clean done in case I become ill and cannot do it later