hi everyone...
Iv bin feeling down for the last few days and thought id just let u no how im feeling...
About 3 4 weeks ago (whilst waiting for my alizonne consultion date) i weighed myself and i was 12 and half stone. I got myself so excited and anxious about the medgem a few days prior to the consultation (mainly thinking about wether alizonne was going to work 4 me r not and also a few other family issues) I have ended up loosing 7lbs / half stone b4 even starting the diet. I no i can loose weight pretty quikly but i fail to maintain it and after 2 3 weeks i end up giving up. I now weigh 12 stone. I have NOT lost the weight intentionally, but due to stress and overthinking things, which i do alot has lead me to loosing my appetite. I feel stressed and very unhappy with the way i look. about a month ago i looked at myself in the mirror whilst weighing 12 and half stone and i had a panic attack, I was ill for 2 weeks, i went docs and they suggested if i was stressing about my weight that bad i should do something about it, That is why i just went ahead with the alizonne.
This happens to me quiet alot. Il loose my appetite for a few days after c'ing how big i look , id get used to not eating and then STARVING MYSELF in order to loose weight, (which i regret hugely)... then when i saw the scales telling me i was a few pounds down, id feel a bit better however wen i come bk 2 reality and try and pretend like im ok with my weight (which im not), id end up stuffing my face and put twice as much back on. I realised i cant keep starving myself in order to loose the weight anymore cuz a month or 2 down the line id end up bigger then what i looked like b4 i started dieting. I think im an emotional eater and im hopeing to break this horrible habit with the help of alizonne. Im hopeing i will be able to loose the weight safely and securely and maintain it. i want this to be the last time i have to diet as i am hopeing to accomplish good eating habbits and dicipline and i want to b able to keep the weight off.
b4 my consultation i was 12st 7lbs, then On my Alizonne weigh in which was a few days ago, i was 12st 2 and i weighed myself yesterday and i am now 12st on the dot! im feeling a bit better 2day and now Im just looking 4ward to the alizonne programme. Im not just looking at it as a ' temporary weight loss programme' which ill be on for a few months but a lifestyle change.
I think i am stressing myself out too much about wether it will work for me and if it does, wether ill b able to keep it off. well i cant say im not happy about the 7lbs that i have lost ( i thought id b 12 n half stone on my AZ weigh in which means i would have had more 2 loose) :) so yh pretty happy about that, which means i have 3st xact 2 loose.
Iv dun this many times b4, i think im an extreme yo-yo dieter and i go 4rm eating absoloutly nothing to evrything i can get hold of. This has to stop now, i want to start the diet ASAP and i think the waitings kind of taking its toll...
already bin for my consultation just got my bloods 2 review which i did 2 days ago (havent had my results yet) just w8n 4 clinic 2 get in touch, which they said they will once there bk. i told them i wanted 2 start ASAP. Sorry about the huge essay and thanks 4 every1s support and help! I will keep u updated and hopefully the next time i post my message, i will b on the diet :)
@megemmal- I am currently 12st which is close to 11st 11. I have been told il loose 3st in bwt 12 weeks which is bwt a stone a month... I should be starting the diet in few days... I think if u want to try and loose w8 b4 uv started the diet then go for it, it will probz give u peace of mind that ur making an effort whilst coming close to ur consultation. I defo wouldnt recommend pigging out b4 the treatment cuz ull just have to b n the alizonne diet longa and loose those xtra few pounds u put on whilst w8n 2 start the treatment... I dont mean goin OTT and being really strict n urself, i just think watching wot ur eating now will keep u motivated whilst coming up to ur consultation... iv lost 7lbs already and i went 4 my medgem and bloods and i was told i have a gud metabolic rate, so i doubt its gna slow the alizonne programme down if anything it should speed things as u r being carefull bwt wot u eat and u never no in 2 weeks u might loose a few pounds hre n thre:)
I was pretty chuffed wen i lost those few pounds b4 my consultation as i was told i have only 3st to loose and not 3.5 st :)
@daisylondon- hey hun how u bin? how u findin wk 2? do let me no wether the lemon flan and pasta is any gud... Iv sin theres a few gud reviews on the vanilla dessert, hot choc, mushroom & beef n onionn soup and the sheeps cheese, so defo gna go 4 them in my 1st wk i will buy an xtra box cuz i no im fussy n i dnt wana feel like im forcein myself 2 eat sumat da i dnt like. Im gna ring the clinic up 2mrw and ask them wen ima start cuz they never gave me a specific date, they just said nxt week bcuz i said i wanted 2 start ASAP, so ill keep u updated n chat 2 u soon
xx