hello lovely girls
I'm SO off the wagon, someone please send it back round my way!!!
I'm so ashamed of myself, I was doing really really well, for all of, 2 weeks. just eaten Isobels weight in chocolate I think, and I didn't even enjoy it really. Feel sick. Feel so low and such low self esteem. Nothing to do with Mr Cutie either, and boy is he a Cutie
Just had a lovely few days together. he made such a huge effort to get here this weekend. I appreciated it so much. He could have just slept and caught up on sleep for 2 days, but he drove 7 hours to be here. Went back at half 1 last night, and drove all the way back up to Sunderland, and went straight to work. He had 2 hours sleep this arvo and is back at work again. I feel really bad in a way. but also just so pleased he finally put US first, and totally sacrificed himself. maybe he's finally listened to me... We had a delicious few days and nights together, really found something again... shame I feel so ashamed of my body, in such a big way.
Got to find the motivation again, to get back on the SW plan. its not even as though I don't like the food I can eat on it, I really do. Just been laid low with a virus which has utterly zapped my energy, so not felt like cooking anything at all. Please give me a boot up the bottom and MAKE me motivated
hope you are all ok, I'm so sorry about the me me me post... not looked back over thread at all, so not sure what you're all up to. Hope you are all getting smaller, and are happy too... take care
xx