Thanks All
I'm not quite so down today... only 4 sleeps til I get to be with my handsome man again.
I have almost finished all the bad things now... adn have made the moroccan casserole/ tagine. So will be both having that tonight.
I'm just so fed up with being the size I am thats all. I'm not huge, i've been bigger in the distant past, but I swore i'd not let myself become properly over weight again since then, and i managed to stay a very stable 10-12 ( bottom half ) for about 4 years, and i have to say, it helps my pain if i'm thinner... so I have to for many reasons really.
Maybe i'll try slimfast too. I mean, i'm just not eating alot, and not regularly, so it cant hurt! also, its a focus for me. I want to at least have lost a stone by Isobels 1st birthday, then i'll be well on my way back to pre preg weight.
maybe I am putting too much pressure on myself... and i agree about the norty food my dear ones keep leaving for me! I would actually LOVE some nice fruit! all kinds, tropical, and otherwise, i'd love that... and maybe just a few chocolates...
thanks again, i appreciate it so much. I dont want to leave you all, so hope we keep going even after christmas...I've a feeling some of us may still be trying... and if not, post chritmas bulges may need shifting