Please can I join you? I am apparently putting the Jiggle in Jigolo.
A week ago I was back at 1lb over Peak Fat from last summer... Which was 1 stone over Peak Fat from 18 months before that... Which was 2 stone over Peak Fat from spring 2016 etc etc. It's so depressing. I found an old diary from 2012 when I was bemoaning being 9st 12lbs! 🤦🏻♀️ Hysterectomy, wine (lots of wine), cake, comfort eating, 4 kids (some with food difficulties), DH and a dog, turning 40 and increasing food allergies means I've stopped paying attention and just shovel things into my gob.
A week ago I was 13st 10.8, which is beyond hideous. My pants are uncomfortable and I just want to hide. I've been doing keto with DietDoctor online for a week and am now 13st 6.2, which is a good start. I can, surely, only go downwards if I keep going, although some days I feel a plate of ice cubes would be the best option - no fat, no sugar, no carbs, no additives, nothing that makes me feel sick... ideal! 😁
I know I feel a huge amount better when I don't eat grains or refined sugar, up my vegetables, drink more water and lay off the alcohol; but that is seen as so boring that I'm afraid it says things about me to others. So I have a glass of wine and a slice of cake and back off round the loop I go!