Hello all, I'm still here.
I haven't been doing great but lurking here and thinking of you all battling on helped.
I'm in awe of those of you do 30-day-shred!
I've been avoiding a few obvious truths which I still haven't dared to face full on but at least am not ignoring either.
DH was away and I fell into the old trap of eating, binged a few times and realised I don't actually enjoy it! Not even in a guilty 'This is so wrong but so good' way.
Truth 1) even when I stick to 3 plates, and it's getting easier and I feel better for it, I probably eat more than my body needs or can process
Cheddar our metabolism sound similar
Truth 2) Even though I watch my carbohydrates intake (sort of, not really etc), the amount I eat doesn't seem to agree with me. Thinking I'm being 'careful' won't do.
Truth 3) it's a confidence / self worth issue (duh!) – I have to do more than just be aware of it.
Can any of you relate to this at all?
How do I deal with these without obsessing? I feel I''m not doing enough.