Hi Dowser, congrats
, that's a couple of months. I started just over a month ago now and yesterday was the last day of term and the start of seven weeks summer holidays. God, what a relief! First thing I did when I arrived home was turn off the 6am alarm on my phone [whoopie emoticon] (of course, I still woke at around 6 this morning
).
However, the start of the summer holidays is usually a difficult one for me. Historically, all my diets have failed during this time; sometimes catastrophically
. I think that the routine of work is very helpful in keeping me on the straight and narrow.
Still, I've been musing about the past failures this week [sigh emoticon]. Failure is such a terrible, destructive emotion. It goes hand in hand with shame, something else I live with.
On the plus side, I'm not actually on a diet at the moment
so I won't be 'falling off the wagon' at all. It will just be a case of thinking of the choices I will make in the moment and not the future. The massive challenge I face is as follows; I am going on, not one but two cruises this July. The first one ; a week with family next week; the second, a luxury unlimited drinks fortnight, two weeks after we get back from the first one. Blimey! In between a weekend break with pals from the 'old days when we were young free single and partied hard'. We have plans to try and do it again, but we are all thirty years older... I ain't happenin' is it?
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I think I will make time today to watch again "Fed Up" on netflix to remind me why I started doing this in the first place.