Morning! Sorry for absence. Back up to 9st 3lbs which I'm annoyed about but I'm drinking most nights, eating a lot of cheese and chocolates so I can't blame anyone but myself really!
I came off the pill at the end of last month and OMG the difference. After a week of headaches and 4 separate occasions of feeling like my left ovary was going to burst, I feel so much better. Stuff that would normally keep me awake with worry hasn't bothered me, I've stopped obsessing over my weight (buying a bigger dress for NYE may have helped with this
and I'm happy. I'm 8-10lbs heavier than I'd planned to be at this time but it doesn't matter. It really, really doesn't. Admittedly it would be nice if my jeans fitted but they don't so I'll wear dresses and skirts instead 
Yesterday:
B - pain au chocolat
L - mugshot
D - sausage, mash and peas
S - low fat crisps, caramel shortcake & 5 chocolates. Oh and wine.
Today:
B - pain au chocolat
L/D - spiced camembert parcels, venison, chocolate & hazelnut mousse
S - loads of wine and possibly cheese & biscuits tonight if I'm peckish
Oh yes, today is my last day at work and christmas party time. WOOHOO! We finish at 12, lunch at 1. So excited!
January is my time to start properly with the healthy eating again. I'm going to try to be reasonably sensible over Christmas because I don't really want to put on a huge amount of weight over Christmas but equally I'm not going to deprive myself. In January we start TTC so I'll be ditching the lovely gooey cheese and of course, the alcohol will go. I'm going to start exercising again too as I've really missed that. I'm completely in the mindset for it I think.
Anyone have any nice plans over the festive period?
Tomorrow is a tidy day, I think. We've just had a new boiler fitted so the house is in a bit of a state. Sunday I'm seeing my Dad, Monday out with friends. Christmas Eve we'll see friends for drinks and I'm going to the church service with other friends before back to the pub. Christmas Day at my mums and the PIL, Boxing day with friends and then it's CHILL. I will go to work over Christmas to do a stock check but apart from that I have no plans.
Sorry for being a rubbish revolutionary recently, will try harder
(also sorry for the lonnnnnng post!)
xx