Thank you BIWI
Some great inspiring posts, seems I am not alone in my struggles which is day comforting.
You are right, I had forgotten all your wise words ...
I didn't expect great big whooshes, but I think my current weigh in is a hurdle, I've not seen below it for years. Even tho my BMI is still too high I was starting to think this was the weight for me..
But I have stepped away from the carbs and am certain this is forever and 5 off is a steady move in the right direction! Having awful few weeks, DS1 is poorly, lots of hospital visits, off school now for weeks and he is 10 tomorrow! I have, I confess, had a small glass of wine in the evenings, but I am saying to myself that chocolate cake, toast, won't help. That is a lifetime first and i cannot thank you and the support of this thread enough.
Thank you for getting me back on track 