I have had a fab day today - Day 3 nearly over and I feel amazing. Am not sure whether I have just forgotten how good you feel on this diet, or whether this is the best I have felt.
I had so much energy today, it was great. I work evenings, and don't get home until 11.30pm, don't get to bed until 1am, then up at 6.15am with DH and then the kids, so I don't much time to sleep, so usually by the time I am home after the morning school run, I would collapse in a heap and hope the DD who is 2, will play nicely and let me sleep for an hour. Today is the first day in MONTHS I really felt like I didn't need to do that. By 10am, I had done the ironing, organising dinner for the kids and DH, made pack-ups for tomorrow, and put in a load of washing.
I did have a minor wobble, whilst preparing DD's lunch, when I thought, just for one moment, right what shall I have for lunch today, then I remembered and the thought was gone. I don't feel hungry at all.
Am back off to see my counsellor tomorrow, but this time to take my friend who is in much need to help, but I will abstain from getting weighed as its only been 3 days. My next official weigh-in isn't until next Tuesday, so hoping for a good number as I will be on day 10 by then.
My motivation for doing this - my best friend was diagnosed with CML (leukemia) in August of last year. She is doing great, but at a year younger than me, she has made me realise that I need and want to live for today, and this weight has to go once and for all. I don't have as much to lose as some, but I still feel incredibly fat and I can't exercise because of torn cartilage in my knee. I have no more excuses, I know the reasons why I am the weight I am, only I can rectify those, and I will do it! I don't want my children to be the same as me and spending their lives on diets.
2012 will be the year I lose the weight, throw the scales away and be able to wear all those clothes I have been storing in the attic "just in case I ever lost weight"!