Afternoon all, Happy Easter 🐣
check in day for me and it’s a bit of a weird one, my loss is officially 5lbs this week but to be honest most of that should really have been in the week/s before loss. I cut down half a tree in the good weather a couple of weeks back (by myself up a ladder with a chainsaw like a fool 😂) which was great but massively exhausting, and I was in so much pain for days from over doing it. (I had to cut up all the branches and then move them to a skip by myself, nightmare)
i figured I’d probably done enough exercise for the month that weekend but when check in came it was 3lbs (which is pretty constant for me, no extra)
So I’m thinking this week is just a catch up of my body from previous.
However I’ve had massive cravings this week, I’ve had to really work hard to eat at the same rate I’ve been eating over the last couple of months, but I’ve been loosing that battle. I’ve had chocolate, I’ve bought a bag of ‘treat’ crisps for the Easter weekend, and I can see myself eating the chocolate eggs I’ve been given. It’s been really noticeable to have some of the ‘noise’ back and be thinking about later night eating.
i have 5mg for a 3rd time already and today was the first jab of the new pen, so I’ve got at least 3 more jabs to go before I could move up but I don’t know if should try and ‘help’ myself move on to 7.5mg next time. I was seriously debating making my weigh in less favourable today by sticking things in heavy things in pockets or something because by weight alone it looks great for me on 5mg, but it’s been a serious struggle this week and last week I was mooching for food too.
i don’t want to give in and eat poor to just maintain weight so they’ll give me 7.5 but it feels really dishonest and wrong to make the next couple of weigh ins poor to help me move along. But I really don’t want the noise back yet!
any advice?