@PachinkoFreeFood You say you feel at a crossroads in your life. The card I pulled for you was the ten of Cups, which is a wonderful, positive, fulfilling card indicating a happy home life and a loving family. I tried again to get more clarity, and covered it with the nine of Cups, which is another beautiful card, known as the 'wish' card of the deck.
To be blunt, these are cards that anyone would want to see in a reading. I wonder -because we are dealing with two Cups cards here, and cups deal with emotions and feelings- if you either feel too overwhelmed by things at the moment to be able to make a decision about anything, by which I mean sometimes just deciding what to have for dinner feels like too much, or if -and hear me out- you are perhaps just a tiny bit complacent, and unable to recognise all the positive things that you currently have in your life. It's very easy to lose sight of how lucky we can be, sometimes.
So I pulled a third card, because I knew there would be more to this, and the King of Swords appeared. He can stand for, amongst other things, worries, intrusive thoughts, legal matters, divorce... or just a situation that needs a lot of clear thinking. He is an invitation to cut through the emotional fog you might currently be feeling. He can also stand for an actual person, someone who is issuing an ultimatum, or just someone who is fair and ethical. Ultimately, the King asks us to be honest with ourselves, and not to listen to our own persuasive self deception.