@Sparchy It sounds like you have a lot on your plate right now and I sympathise. The card I pulled for you was the 5 of swords. It is not the easiest card, I will admit. In some senses, this is a card that tells us it's ok to admit defeat and walk away. You have won some victories and seen off some threats, but do you want to live feeling as though your back is up against the wall like a cornered cat?
A good thing about the suit of swords is that usually decisions, time periods and events are all over with swiftly, so wherever you are now, this too shall pass, and sooner rather than later. Whether the power is taken from your hands to be the catalyst for change, or whether you wield that power yourself is unclear.
You say that you wouldn't find the equivalent role elsewhere easily, so I pulled another card for you, which was the 7 of cups. This cards tells me that there are more options for you right now than you probably think. Have you honestly explored every avenue available to you, or are you so frozen by your immediate worries that you can't think straight?
The 7 of cups shows us that with wisdom and thought, we can make the right choice. The card shows seven cups, each containing riches -wealth, wisdom, success, security, power and transformation floating in a cloudy, dreamlike state.
But as we know, each positive has its accompanying negative -power can corrupt, success can go to our heads and so on. In the seventh, central cup, is a glowing figure covered by a shroud. To me, this represents the querant making the correct choice -it represents you once you have decided that when all is said and done, what the best outcome for you is, and worked towards it. If you are true to yourself, this card does have the power to effectively 'make your dreams come true'. So take heart!