'Crushed' by the judgement...
'Fearful' for his family's safety... who are being 'put in harms way'...
He just plays the victim. He doesn't seem to be able to understand that his family doesn't speak to him because he sold them.out.
That the decision about his security is based on a risk assessment, as it should be.
He is now 'willing to forgive'... well, that's nice. But if his family forgive him it will be in their own time, it's in response to his actions.
FFS