She was gasping for breath and her pupils were hugely dilated. They did blood tests and an x-ray and it doesn't look good. Her blood tests were deranged all over the place and it looks like she has masses in her lungs and near her heart. They can't wean her off the oxygen. They said to confirm the masses she would need a CT and/or biopsy but that wouldn't be until Wednesday at the earliest and they're not honestly sure she'll make it If they can't get her off the oxygen she can't have it anyway. She's not shown any signs of being unwell and just last night was cuddled up on my lap purring. I just want her back.
They've given her steroids this evening to see if that helps but it looks like I have a very difficult decision to make very soon.
I'm absolutely devastated and trying to hold it together for the kids. My youngest is devastated too. We're not sure how old she is but I've had her nearly 6 years and she was probably about 3 or 4 when I got her.
Because I had to take her to the emergency clinic I had to pay out £500 - she is insured but obviously I couldn't get hold of the insurers today.
Here's my beautiful girl Bonnie having a cuddle with me: