I have written & deleted lots of very long posts - because life is too short to be wasted on my nonsense, frankly.
• No hospital for me on Monday: napping on the floor for over 1h > Covid test > trying to deal with All The Things while feeling wretched & sleeping more than the cats.
• 111 on Monday were v keen to either have a GP to a home visit or me go up to the hospital that manages my care but accepted my desire to sleep (callback meant to happen by 1600 was at 2200).
• Covid Unit on Tuesday agreed that yes, the ticklist says I need antivirals; clinician would call back that day…
• …which turned into Wednesday, because insufficient staffing. Took two clinical calls to reconfirm I’m definitely eligible for antivirals (I don’t have a nice simple ticklist condition) & then go through which ones they’ll be. Because I can’t have the usual Paxlovid 🤦🏻♀️
• Then there was an admin call to arrange my going up to the hospital first thing tomorrow (transport are collecting me at 0745) for a sotrovimab infusion. Which catches up getting my portacath flushed & locked as well, which is an unexpected plus. Sotromivab is a single infusion which is amazing: just one trip to hospital then All. The. Sleeps. 🥱😴
• The cats are being Very Good Boys & providing lots of extra healing purrs &’snuggles.
• The Moggolettos have uncomplainingly accepted a routine change to 2 meals a day rather than 3; & incredible flexibility on the times of said meals. Breakfast is usually around 1000; & the boys’ tea anywhen between 1800 & 2200.
Today was always going to be weird: reaching the last birthday my mummy ever had so in 3 & a half months I’ll be older than she ever had a chance to be. 5 years ago my second cousin - at this same age in fact - had this same (albeit Lurgyless in her case) strange birthday. Worse, though, for her, I think, as she has her own children. Children cannot be comforted out of that most unspeakably dreadful primal What If? when they are living proof that said impossible horror happens: people’s mummies [&/or daddies] die.
The cats need feeding & I need to post this rather than turn it (&/or the contents of my Covid-addled mind) upside down & inside out trying to edit it.
Hope everyone is ok. Excellent seeing so many happy cats soaking up The Warms 😸 As an apology for Too Many Words (especially given they really are fever-generated & thus decidedly lacking in coherency) I attach some throwback pictures (of varying antiquity) of the BalletCats snuggling 😻