OMG. Who saw tonights emmerdale?

[mad4mybaby]

I just watched it on sky plus and i cryed and cryed and cryed. Emilys baby died of cot death. It was so well acted and it made me think about if i lost my ds. Just even thinking about that makes my heart hurt so so much.

To any of you out there that has been through that i feel for you so much x

ljenkins - so sorry for your loss

No loss as bad as that of your child.....

Thinking of you x

Shabster, have read your posts and realise that you experienced a similar thing to me...........warm thoughts for you too........................xxxxxxxx

I thought this song was suitable to post on here for everyone whos lost someone close to them.............
www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z2GDG1sNHJE

ljenkins - I have never heard that song before - OMG it is beautiful. Thank you. Having another cry - but what the hell - memories of my two lads will soon make me smile again.

Thank you once again - I cannot believe how lovley that song is

Beth Nielsen Chapman is the most amazing lady, her music was introduced to be my a very special guy called Roger who passed away last year, he was my sons Link Father, she also sings another beautiful song called Sand and Water about her experiences as a single mother after her husband died, she has since suffered breast cancer and recovered she is one gutsy lady.

So amazingly well acted.

Both the actors have children in real life and Charlotte Bellamy's RL son is only about 3 months older than Daniel was meant to be.

It really brings it home what can happen and it is a worry I am sure every mother has.

I am comvinved one of my DC's will die and it is a question of when, not if.

So very sorry to all who have lost children.

convinced

sand and water
www.youtube.com/watch?v=MLcKPtENmcU

Thanks for the links, beautiful songs.

Its a pleasure to be able to introduce BNC's music to more people..............

Thanks shabster, so sorry for your loss too. It's been just over 6 years for me, and whilst most days I can function "normally" when I have a bad day, it's almost getting worse, not better. Anniversaries are definitely worse for me. Am thinking of you, lottiejenkins and others who have been there.

NAB3- just wanted to say that I understand how you feel re being convinced. I really do. Hope you have someone to talk to about it- if not you can talk to me anytime, I have been there (and still am some days)

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