I really enjoyed this episode.
The colours almost emulated being back in gilead, the oppression of the commander's house, all dark and grim.
Which makes sense. They all were waiting for that escape to freedom but of course they have taken themselves and all their experiences with them.
June was like Aunt Lydia when the Emily's 'aunt' was in the centre of the circle. I half expected June to ask who's fault it was and the women to all start pointing and chanting "it's her fault! Her fault" "Shes to blame "
And of course the aunt couldn't flee from what she had done. It followed her. And when faced with her victim and no forgiveness was given she couldn't live with what she had done.
What did strike me though is how some things don't seem so bad depending on who's side you are on. Did it seem okay that June made that scenario happen? To make that aunt atone and face up to her crimes? Because, she deserved it? Because her crimes were so bad. Because she was 'bad'
But, aunt Lydia, she believed that these girls had committed a sin, an evil sin. That they needed to atone for these sins so Lydia saw these circles where they were ridiculed and shamed as worth it to change their evil and sinful behaviour. So many parallels.
It's something that always strikes me in war. When you are fighting 'the other side" who in your mind of course are invariably wrong, is anything too far? Or is it justified? Each side feels so strongly about their beliefs of what is right and what is wrong that they are willing to go to any lengths to make the world bend to their way.