Can someone help me out with Nick?
He was a driver/part of the security detail for a Commander's household, so quite lowly - and then he became a commander himself. Why the elevation?
If the reward came because he was also an Eye (I assume these are a sort of KGB/Stasi/Taliban enforcers of orthodoxy), that can only be because he was trusted to be an ultra in ideological terms, and spy on the high-ranking families with whom he is posted, to ensure purity in all the key parts of the hierarchy.
So if he was an Eye, and his humble status as a driver was really just a pretext for spying upon the Commander and keeping his household in line, how could Serena have had any power over him? Wouldn't she have been terrified of ending up on the wall?
Has it ever been made clear what Nick has done that makes defection from Gilead impossible?
Surely June's love for Nick is just the consequence of them both being in a horrible prison? Even if he's helped build the walls? (which is why I would hope she'd choose Luke over Nick if it came to such a choice).
Oh, and speaking of Luke - I think he consented to the angry sex with June, understanding that this was something she needed to try take control back, and feel something rather than trauma over sex. Shit sex, yes, sex where one person is just trying to absorb the other's pain and relieve them of it, but still consensual.