Jive Bishop and The Surfettes: Surfing on

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Welcome to our support thread for anyone struggling with cocaine. Whether you want to quit, cut down or are someone whose life is affected, all welcome.
We offer non judgemental advice, tips, some absurd chat and most importantly lots of support and encouragement.
Come and join and we'll hopefully all help each other to surf the urges!

Meno Pause Extra strength; Put your symptoms on hold and have a rave in your kitchen.
(Not recommended for early risers)
(May cause eye bags)

Menocaine.

Forget it all whilst it lasts , no guarantee of any long term gain.

Ha so true Ponz
"Menocaine- always read the leaflet.. including the 32 page section on risks and side effects".

It's a lovely evening for surfing. Hope we're all riding out the Danger Zone!

Been to the pub for a few but now home and behaving. The kids are all bickering and dh glued to the tennis. I've got tidying up to do and washing to put away. So far so boring as fuck
I don't even have any menopausal symptoms to treat.

I have sploshed. No oven dishes involved - just my own Mr Bad Influence! He's just a friend and he's had issues with coke use, but he fell off the wagon tonight and took me with him. Was fun though. Am totally wired - got home at the same time as one of my kids coming back from a club - they were very drunk and I talked them to death while looking after them!!

It was a pretty big splosh!! I've mentally written off tomorrow. I'm sorry everyone. I'm a shit bishop. I should be defrocked.

Was nice talking to the big kid though. In their drunken state they told me all sorts of stuff that they'd normally keep to themselves. And I just talked nonsense!!

Anyway please mumsnet don't delete these posts of mine this time. I'm not proud of sploshing and I think reading this nonsense tomorrow will focus my mind. None coke me hates coke me.

Coke me also hates coke me at the moment! I had so much - I went a bit mad. Why did I do it?

I think we had at least 2 grams tonight. Plus wine. And the obligatory whiskey from a bottle. Having a beer and fag to wind down.

We also listened to quality music and chatted lots of shit. In some ways it was,very therapeutic. But I am kicking myself. I'm going to feel so shit tomorrow. My tolerance is zero.

Sorry for the rambling everyone - there's no one else I can share this with. I've fucked up big time tonight. We're not talking a couple of lines. I hoovered it up like a Dyson and loved every single line. What is wrong with me?

I don't know how I'm going to hide this from my family tomorrow. The come down is going to be hard. I'm already captain paranoid.

I'm also captain annoying talking person. Sorry everyone. Don't do drugs kids. Am really really cross with myself.

I am back home, and didn't go mental (miracle), but only due to lack of mates willing to stay up with me. I know i'll just toss and turn for next half hour so figured I'd chat to anyone who was up...

Does anyone believe in the hangover gods and their strange and arbitrary capriciousness?

I have fucked up too

Morning all and to all who splashed be good to yourselves.

There are no hangover gods tall only payback. Sorry.

Gosh I feel rough!!

Oh Lordy Serial, hope you're ok. So easy to do especially when there's a Mr B.I. involved. Be kind to yourself today, don't over think things, just get through the day.

Hello Tall and Choc, hope you're ok too xx

Take it easy today Serial. I hope you're ok, try to ignore The Fear and just auto pilot yourself through the day.

You definitely had your talking hat on last night.

This is the main reason I'm best to avoid the stuff. Once I start I can't stop. I develop a scary insatiable appetite and all common sense flies out the window. Just hang in there. As hooch says don't start any self analysis today.

Welcome back Tall and Choc how have you been getting on?

Have a good Saturday surfers

I am already planning my afternoon nap! I think only water and fags will save me today.

Sorry with my downer comment! Hugs to all specially serial.

Water, fags and a nap sounds like the remedy Serial. It will pass. I'll drag you back on the surfboard later!
This morning can be a key scene for your Play It To The End film. Scene 4; The Bishop wakes up defrocked.