Roman, got your email! monkeys drop me a line and I shall send you jeans!
I have been wallowing in self pity so much that I have forgotten to send friend's family a card/flowers or anything.. just ordered some on serenata but they're a bit icky white. I know flowers have never helped me but I guess they are appreciated by some people. It's so hard to know what to do. I (possibly irrationally) worry that her family will dislike me because I didn't help her! Of course some people who have had anorexia just egg each other on and I truly hope they don't think that of me, it can be a very bad influence to have a friend of similar disposition. I don't even know if they know I have recovered and am most giant of arse now.. Just had a search through the cards I have at home and sadly they are totally inappropriate to send as sympathy- eg. 'All I want out of life is as much cake as possible without getting fat', and a mexican card showing lots of skeletons...argh!
cain no still no sign of jacket- AS customer services are a bit rubbish I have to say (3 calls later) and the delivery company have said it was signed for.. but no sign at the address. I have left a note there now!
You know when you think 'god everything is going wrong it couldn't possibly get any worse' and then it does! that's me!
my mother? No. Not a style inspiration, or maybe she is in her own way, in that I am so horrified by her that I have gone out of my way to be the opposite. She's got very very fat, we've never had a good relationship. On a style note we were in C London once when I was 10 and she was stopped by a TV crew called 'the style police' as she was wearing shiny red puffa jacket over a turquoise linen skirt, orthopaedic shoes, one of those free bags from a magazine with the mag name on. Was hilarious.