Hi everyone! 👋👋👋 happily to my hushista friends!
Today the sun has come out again (ironic given the absolutely shitty weather, except I actually love rain as long as I don’t have to be out in it, which happily I don’t). Thank you all again, your kind words really helped. 🌷
It’s my turn now to offer 💐💐💐 and unMNetty hugs to anyone who might need it today.
Soy your life sounds like exactly the kind of life I would have loved to lead, had my life gone another way (although there are several quite distinctive lives I could have led - maybe reflecting my Gemini need for constant change and new experiences, new and different places to explore, new ideas to explore (because intellectual adventure is just as important to me) and never, ever becoming stagnant.
I think I’ve come upon a quite important crossroads in this period of crisis over the past few weeks (a lot of levels to it but basically I have found myself in the position of having to find a new job, and knowing that I really did not want to stay in the sector I was in (it made me quite unwell for a while, almost broke me. I didn’t really sleep at all for about nine months and when I did manage to do so for a few hours at a time I had horrendous nightmares and anxiety dreams, waking up with my heart pounding and eventually it progressed to panic and physiological problems like high blood pressure etc. I got through it, thank goodness, came out the other side and was okay to continue in the job. But I never want to go back there again. Sleep is vital to good health and when you don’t get it for extended periods it really messes you up! So Gin I fully empathise and sympathise with your struggles with insomnia! I hope it eases for you).
Anyway, I think I know what I’m supposed to do next.
I hope you all have a lovely day and a fab weekend!