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At times I regret getting in to this relationship…

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PandaLife · 21/11/2022 18:47

My OH and I have just had a bit of an argument, again, the same thing started it. It’s always the same thing! Kids.

I have a 9 year old. He has a recently turned 5 year old. Both girls.
He is always picking at what my daughter eats or how she’s put weight on. She does hold weight, but I wouldn’t say worryingly. Her dad and I are both aware of it and regularly talk about her diet and also signed her up to more sport classes, which she began earlier this year. Earlier for example, she asked for a few chocolate coins, I said yes but after dinner. After dinner she asked if she could have them, I said yes once she’s put her plate in the dishwasher ect. He went off on one about how ‘she can’t eat all the sweets’ and when I told him I’d already told her she could have some, he went upstairs to watch tv ‘’not in a mood’’. There is more to just ‘eating all the sweets’.. it’s that he doesn’t want her eating sweets. This is only a minor example, but it happens ALL the time. Another example would be, my daughter doesn’t do as she’s told straight away. She isn’t a naughty child, never has been, but occasionally pushes the boundaries and drags her feet. He goes off on one and says how she has no respect for me. I’ve never once thought that of her. My daughter and I have a good relationship and if I’m being serious, she instantly knows. But I’m not a harsh parent, I’ve always been laid back and want to keep it that way.
OH and my daughter get on well, but I feel he is picking at my parenting ALL the time.

His daughter is hard work at times. Lots of tantrums, refuses to eat meals (but she can have sweets if she asks.. I should add) has accidents, draws all over her walls, bed, furniture ect. Screams .. and I mean screams.. if she doesn’t get what she wants. Slams doors. You name it, she does it. I get that kids of her age can behave that way. Mine never was like that. But I usually stay out of the way and leave him to deal with her during those times.
However, he has on many occasions said ‘it isn’t one rule for one and a second for the other’ referring to the kids. Mainly to do with bed time. Mine has never had a strict bedtime but usually I give her a time to turn everything off and try and sleep. If she isn’t tired then she reads a book or draw. The other night she was FaceTiming and playing with her friend quite late at night, it was about 9pm which she doesn’t do often, but I don’t mind it, and would have asked her to come off around that time anyway. He kicked off about how she shouldn’t be talking to friends at that time and on other occasions, says she shouldn’t be on her iPad watching things late at night. YET he puts Disney plus or whatever on for his daughter and leaves her watching all night until she goes to sleep. This can be 9.. or 12.30.. She is 5! And only that in September.

Just to add. I don’t personally like how he is as a parent, he palms her off to everyone and anyone whenever he has anything on (he’s a farmer so outside quite a lot). He tried to do it with me, but that’s a past problem which we’ve since resolved. And he has a very short temper with her.

As a twosome, we get along really well and there aren’t issues in the relationship. But the kids cause fall outs and arguments ALL the time and it isn’t even like the kids are terrible children and behaviour is causing conflict. It’s always HOW I’m parenting my child that causes issues. For him.

On many occasions recently, I’ve wanted to leave. I was in a horrible relationship before this. I don’t want to get myself in to another one where I’m frustrated and upset all the time.

I’ve tried talking to him numerous times and usually all I get is ‘fine! I won’t have an opinion’ .. I swear it’s like being with a moody teenager!!

i just don’t know what to do..

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PandaLife · 21/11/2022 19:59

I know what I need to do. Due to my financial situation, I can’t simply walk away. I’d be homeless. And I don’t know if I’d be able to get a tenancy agreement due to the debt I’m in from the previous relationship (currently filing for bankruptcy). If I had the financial stability, life would be a different story ..

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WolvesOfTheCalla · 21/11/2022 20:03

I’m confused as to how you can possibly be attracted to a man who treats his own child like shit (very short tempered for a start, huge red flag), your own child like shit and you like shit.

You say you have no issues but the kids cause issues. No, they don’t. Your disgusting partner is causing the issues and both children are suffering because of him. The difference is that you can get yours away from him.

JustLyra · 21/11/2022 20:10

PandaLife · 21/11/2022 19:59

I know what I need to do. Due to my financial situation, I can’t simply walk away. I’d be homeless. And I don’t know if I’d be able to get a tenancy agreement due to the debt I’m in from the previous relationship (currently filing for bankruptcy). If I had the financial stability, life would be a different story ..

Speak to the housing and homeless team at your local council.

You can’t keep your Dd in a position where she’s being bullied by a grown man in her own home.

AnneLovesGilbert · 21/11/2022 20:16

Right, so you won’t leave and protect her, you just want a rant.

britneyisfree · 21/11/2022 20:17

Don't do that. Look into a debt relief order first

bluepen12 · 21/11/2022 20:24

PandaLife · 21/11/2022 19:59

I know what I need to do. Due to my financial situation, I can’t simply walk away. I’d be homeless. And I don’t know if I’d be able to get a tenancy agreement due to the debt I’m in from the previous relationship (currently filing for bankruptcy). If I had the financial stability, life would be a different story ..

Sending you a virtual hug Flowers

Do you have any friends or family that could help?

PandaLife · 21/11/2022 20:27

I get what I’ve gotten myself in to. I was with my ex for 16 years, he was sexually, emotionally and financially abusive. I had only just turned 16 when meeting him. I had just opened a coffee shop at the time of leaving him. He withheld all my finances and left me in the debt I’m in today. I moved too quickly with this relationship. I know I did. But at the time I did what I thought was best. We all make shit decisions and I’m now coming to the realisation of what I’ve gotten myself in to again.
I know no one is going to save me. I get that I’m pretty much alone in what I do from here out. I kind of came on this for some sort of reassurance. I don’t know. When you’ve been through years of shit, you begin doubting yourself and put a lot of blame on yourself.

I’m sitting here now wondering what the hell I'm going to do with my life. And I have no idea.

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bluepen12 · 21/11/2022 20:30

@PandaLife did you try to speak to women's aid?

PandaLife · 21/11/2022 20:31

bluepen12 · 21/11/2022 20:30

@PandaLife did you try to speak to women's aid?

I spoke to them when trying to get out of my previous relationship and found them no help whatsoever. Might have just been the individual I spoke to though..

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ForestofD · 21/11/2022 21:06

Is it worth asking Citizen's Advice for debt help?

YomAsalYomBasal · 22/11/2022 09:36

You know what you have to do. This man will ruin your daughters self esteem and potentially your relationship with her too.
Don't wait for financial stability in order to leave, that may never come.

SlouchingTowardsBethlehemAgain · 22/11/2022 11:22

I get that you are stuck for housing at present but don't let this cunt of a man pick at your DD.

Toomanysleepycats · 22/11/2022 11:48

Do whatever you have to do, I can see that things are difficult. Keep talking to him about criticising your parenting, and point out that you don’t criticise his.

Start working towards financial independence. If you know you are ready to leave at some point, you may feel you are able to push back more.

I say this as someone who’s husband was always convinced of his superiority in ALL matters. For a long time I felt we were just one big row away from divorce, so I kept the peace.

When I decided I didn’t care any more, I should start to say what I really thought.

It didn’t go well, but I knew it wouldn’t. But I didn’t care. I wanted to leave, so reconciliation wasn’t on the cards.

You may have more power than you think.

Quitelikeit · 22/11/2022 11:56

God he sounds so unpleasant

how on earth can he think it’s ok for his child to draw on furniture when she’s five years old!!

crazy stuff

i suspect this man is jealous of your relationship with your daughter and so picks at things

im so sorry that you are stuck with him for financial reasons and I hope that you manage to work something out

fwiw I would ask him not to pass judgment on your parenting and remind him that you afford him the same luxury. Remind him that you do not agree with his parenting but would not dream of saying hurtful things about his child’s bed wetting and don’t want him to comment on your child’s weight -

keep the peace until you find an out

kirinm · 22/11/2022 12:00

He sounds horrible. Why are you with him?

If he is as you say towards your daughter, he will likely damage her self-esteem. I'd also tell him to mind his own business with your parenting but the whole thing sounds awful.

I'd leave / get him to leave.

PandaLife · 22/11/2022 16:16

I appreciate all your messages of support. It is a tricky situation when it comes to finances. I know I need to sort myself out financially to give me that extra stability.

I was upset and not in a great place last night. Today I’ve had a good think about everything. What I think it is, as some of you have picked up on, he doesn’t have a great relationship with his own child (and there is lots of resentment towards his ex and her mum - the grandmother) and instead of working on that relationship, he picks at anything he can with my relationship with my daughter. Possibly to make himself feel better? I haven’t seen him all day, so when he gets home this evening I’m going to speak to him about it.

I know it sounds like he is an awful person, he isn’t. I wrote what I wrote when angry and upset with him and picked out the worst parts. He genuinely has a really good relationship with my daughter and I’ve noticed, and mentioned to people, that he is better with her than he is his own. He has never said anything to my daughter, as I mentioned in a previous comment. His digs are always directly at me. However, it still isn’t something I’m willing to tolerate.

I said to him last night that I left my last relationship to protect my daughter (he was in the end, punishing her to punish me) and that I felt like I’m back there. What he is doing is no different to what my ex was - He was being a twt to get what he wanted! In this case, he is being a twt to make himself feel better. And I said I’m not doing that again. I won’t do it again! I know I deserve better and my daughter definitely doesn’t need to be around it.

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RFPO77 · 27/11/2022 20:54

You have two choices, you can take your daughter out of this incredibly toxic and damaging environment and leave this man before he fucks with her head too much, or not, what's it to be? 🤷

RFPO77 · 27/11/2022 20:56

Ah sorry just saw your update and you've decided not, good luck with that. I feel for your poor daughter, but you'll reap what you're sowing here darling. You keep telling yourself it's fine, he's obviously a real catch 🤦‍♀️

HyggeandTea · 27/11/2022 21:08

Good luck @PandaLife . I hope you manage to communicate successfully x

wickedstepmothfker · 28/11/2022 11:53

I can relate to some of this. I do think there are changes that need to be made on both sides. Firstly you do need a big hug.

Secondly (easier said than done), if your SD is living with you, then you need a 100% bomb proof set of house rules that you come up with between you that apply to BOTH children, otherwise the kids themselves will start to see each other being treated differently (as they grow) and will start to resent each other. I think in my relationship I am probably seen as the 'bad guy' as I tried to treat my SD like I would my own child (and I did), but unfortunately my hubby didn't want his child growing up with any sort of boundaries, rules or hygiene for that matter...but I digress.

OK, so his child needs some rules, and consequences. Things she breaks she needs to replace and perhaps on both sides sweets need to be left to the weekend? And perhaps if there are health issues, maybe spend some time without unhealthy choices in the house...for BOTH kids (and adults, unless you want to be seen as a hypocrite). You live on a farm so surely you can do farm chores as a family and get additional bonding time and exercise that way? I know from experience that what your hubby is displaying is possibly not the full extent of what he is feeling, you need to talk and (without getting defensive or interrupting) get him to tell you everything that irritates him about your daughter and return the favour too! Then try and get a common ground with compromise.

In the same way that I don't agree with his actions, there are some of yours I don't agree with either. Sorry if you don't agree but personally I think 9pm on a school night is too late for a kid to go to bed. Plus there's a whole lot of study that shows blue light (i.e. phones and tablets etc) is beyond bad for people just before bed, especially kids. It messes sleep patterns and the circadian rhythm. My personal view is that your kid could do with a bit more of the rules and boundaries (obviously this is going to be unpopular), as they do thrive from structure in their lives, and it does feel like to a certain degree your child can do what she likes and when...she's just not naughty with it (unlike his). Have something like, no sweets except weekends, regular structured bed times and routines and no devices within an hour of bed.

I guess what I'm trying to say is talk it through...but also it is easier to say than do - my son is all grown up and SD is the youngest of the direct children (ignoring the grandkids for now). My hubby will not entertain anything wrong of his, and enables his youngest's behaviour, so sometimes things won't change. I hope you get it sorted though

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